...doki doki....

my amazing and breathetaking dream!

2009-01-05T06:02:00.000-08:00

...i really want to tell everyone about my dream but well... i can't just blurt it out! lol! it's bit unexpected to me too.. so if i would dare tell someone.. he/she might think i'm just too addicted to him.. well, I AM! lol! who's not going to get addicted to Akanishi Jin? lol! hokey! enough of this! ahahaha! i'm just happy though... even in my dreams, he's suddenly appears! lol! ^_____________^ URESHII yo ne!

about my day.... mmmmmmmm.. it started with my happy dream sooo it ended happy too.. it's kind of tiring because i'm back to school again but hey! it's fun! i chatted with my engineering classmates and friends! X3~~~ though, i haven't have time to talk much with my old friends, i miss them but i don't know if they miss me too.. oh! well! enough of those negative auras again! lol!

for this year 2009... i'll try my best to be more positive as ever! as in! in the smallest thing, i'll think positive! lol! ^^ they said that aquarius is lucky this year soo i'll believe on it! lol! XD hai! YOSHA! i'm welcoming 2009 with all my heart, with JEs! with my beloved JINJIN and with the people all around the world! ^o^

YATTA! YOROSHIKU ONEGAISHIMASU! 2009-san! ^__________________________^Y

nyah! my chizukeyk!!!

2008-12-21T20:44:00.000-08:00

...nyah! here it is~ maaaa~ i love rabu-chan! she gave me this wonderful gift! and waaah! it's the best i've got this christmas except for the gift i gave to myself! lmao!!! XD~~~

waaaahh!! starbucks! lmao!!!

waaahh! isn't it yummy!!! nyaaah! 1 cheese cake is missing! lol! well, i gave it to my big brother 'coz it's his birthday yesterday! ssoooooooo being such a good little sister.. i let him ate it..ahaha! XD~~~

wiiiiiiiiihhh! i'm going to eat it today soooo i took a pictures of it to remember RABU-chan's special gift!!! i really love it!!! HONTOU NI ARIGATOU RABU-CHAN!!!! **hugs** chhhhhuu! your my special friend ne!! remember i'm here for you!!! ^______________^

i want to kill someone.

2008-12-12T19:43:00.000-08:00

.I really want to kill someone, if looks can kill i will kill him to death! chop his head off! and his arms! argh! if it's crime to kill someone using my imagination, i'm sure i'll be in jail now. argh! i hate it! i hate myself trying to be nice to someone i'm mad at. BAKAMITAI! KUSO! i really hate myself! *sigh* but what can i do? i guess i really can't hurt someone no matter how i hate him. scratch that! i hate what he just did. not totally him. *sigh* ARGH. and now, i should just forget about it. but how??? h.e.l.l.o?? it's not simple just to forget! i'm not good in forgetting something bad. but well, i'll try my best. i guess it's my fault too? but hey!!! i didn't know everything and the things that happened??? how am i suppose to be not mad about it? *sigh* i think this is enough. i should just forget about it then? i just want to burst out this madness out of my mind so i can think straight or else, i will kill someone. *laughs* as if i can really kill someone?

Note: this is just my madness so ignore it! *laughs* i'm just too mad about something.. ahaha! but tell you, this is not abbout a relationship! this involves the stupid computer!

i'm cchhhooo lazy! >_<

2008-12-08T07:52:00.000-08:00

..waahh! I've been really really busy........ or not? *laughs* i'm just too lazy to update anything here in my blog.. really, i want to update everyday.. but my mind is stuck somewhere down the road~~~ *dorky smile* I feel lighten and brighter these days, i guess... I'm inspired? *giggles* waaahh! enough with this weird feelings! ahaha! i still have to handle something important and make myself ready for the examination results! DAMN! lucky i passed my analytic geometry! ahaha! i thought i will retake again! but THANK GOD! hihih.. nyah! I've really tried my very best and it takes off! *jumps* URESHII YO NE! ^___^

oowww! anyways! i still have to prepare myself for my chemistry exam result.. I'm sure.. I didn't make a good mark on it. argh. X3 why is it soo hard? *frustrated* but i hope i won't fail that hard ne? *hopes*

hokey.. enough about the exams! *laughs*
FINALLY! I've started plotting ang planning about my business! wwwooooppss! scratch that! not just mine! *laughs* my best friend and I decided to be partners! *thumbs up* YEY! we've finally decided on it! and now we're planning to buy the materials! hope it will be a success ne? *laughs* but it will! i'm sure with it! i'll do my best! and hope she will! *laughs* and i hope..... there'll be people willing to buy those goods..ahaha! XD~~~ *hopes*

Note: There you go! I updated! *laughs* thanks to jadey-chan to remind me to update! ^____^ *hugs*

...la~la~la~ YUYA-chan! ^o^V

2008-11-10T07:32:00.000-08:00

..wwwwwwiiiiiiwwwwwwww! LET'S START THE COUNTDOWN!

10...

YEY! the CTKT i've been dl-ing is done! YOSHA!!! ^------------^Y

9...

..EH?! my food drops! argh! DAMN! *pouts*

8...

..kkkyyyaaa! i've read the new nikki of kei-chan! telling about his trip to NYC! with shige! nyyaaa! i wanna say mooree.. but later..lmao! continue with the countdown first!!!

7...

...mmmm.. i'm hungry again! SHOOT! haha! XD~~~

6...

...UUUWWWAAAHH! i'm excited! i'm going to have my own laptop!!! YATTA!!! @______@ *jumps*

5...

...EH?! a DOG growls like a monster!!!! waaaaaaaahh! *hides under the bed* creepy~

4...

..wiiiiihhhh~~~ soooooooo close!!!! kkyyaa! *waiting*

3...

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2...

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1...

*DEAD* X__________________X

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU YUYA-CHAN!!!

Finally! you're 21 ne!!! kkkyyaa! *jumps* i'm happy for you........... uuwaaaaahhh! have a happy nice and safe BIRTHDAY! X3~~~ hope i can greet you in person..but.... i guess i still have to wait 'til i can settle a visa and a ticket trip to japan ne..lmao!!! just wait! hahahaha!

....mouu~~~ i think Ryo-chan's a bit jealous ne? 'coz i forgot to post a blog in his birthday..maaa~ gomen ne! Ryo-chan... you want me to make it up for you??? hahah! *dirty mind* haha! bad mae mae!!! *blush* well! i didn't forgot you're birthday ne.. haha! me and my best friend, vim.. have celebrated YOUR BIRTHDAY in MCDONALDS! YOU'RE so lucky ne!!!! lmao! we even sing a song for you! the HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG! hahaah!

Kimi no Happy Birthday ichinen ni ichido no mahou tokubetsu na hi

See??? haha! we LOVE you ne! RYO-chan! YUYA-chan! chhuuu*hugs*

OOHH! NNNOOO!

JINJIN's getting mad! *runs* and SHIGE too?! *jemae runs very very fast*

JA! HAVE TO GO NOW! *waves*

...keeping it inside.

2008-11-07T09:21:00.000-08:00

12:58 a.m. November 08, 2008

This past few days... it seems like I can't decide whether I’m happy or not, sad or not... whenever i convince myself that I’m happy, there's this deep hole inside my mind and heart that keeps telling me that something is wrong. No. 'Wrong' is not the exact word but something is 'missing'. It felt like I’m walking in an empty road with so many confusing paths to choose. Not only the road is empty... but also my heart and mind... I want to know what's wrong or missing within me. But I guess it's really hard to get the answer to the things that are tightly kept deep inside your soul.

1:01 a.m. November 08, 2008

I don't know if I’m going to believe what people say to me, I’m not sure if I should trust them or not. Honestly, I don't know who will I to believe anymore... things around me is getting complicated everyday... I thought it's getting better, but the more I seek deep, the more I fall deep in a deep black hole that no one will never grab a hold of me to get me back again..

1:09 a.m. November 08, 2008

It feels like I’m always tired of something... I can't keep up, no matter how i tried to. I keep on holding on something that's invisible and impossible for me to reach and to keep... I really don't know what I really want now. Whenever I lay on my bed and closed my eyes, so many things that keeps on flashing on my mind in a blurry way... I can't understand it, and I can no longer bare it anymore, I want scream. I want to scream hard for help... I tried to. But I failed... I think I’ve lost myself deep in that black hole that keeps holding me to not to live anymore.

End: 1: 12 a.m. November 08, 2008

Note... i don't know if this is me.. lol! i got this feeling that someone is using me..lmao! XD~~~

...a life changing drama...

2008-10-20T18:33:00.000-07:00

...it's been a while ne since i posted a blog again..hihihi.. i've been really busy with stuffs lately, even though our semestral break is on, hehehe... i'm really busy with things that my dad said "worthless" but for me it's important... i guess? i'm just too addicted,nyaha! XD~~~ anyways! i've been very addicted to make banners! hihihi.. i have reorganized again my livejournal, and i made banners for my online friend in there named... biggy-chan ^_____^ hopefully! it's kinda good! and nice! hihihi.. *beam* really want to practice my photoshop skills! hope i can get better with it though..haha! XD

here's some of the banners i made... for biggy-chan! for her fics..^o^

before...

after... with tatchan and tacchon!

and here's mine! hihihi.. my my headers or can call banners too! lmao!

this is my current header..hihihi.. in this blog..^^
LOVE it! AKAME!

nya! and this is my banner for my fanfic! demou..
i'm planning to make another one which includes AKAME!

this is my first made header for my lj..^_^

this is my current header in livejournal..ayiie! lmao!
LOOVE it!

Kato Shigeaki header for my lj! hihihi..
demou.. i don't know when will i use this..haha! XD
it just came to mind that i want to make a header of shige!
kakko ii ne! ^____^

nya! its' ryo-chan! XD~~~
i really can't take my eyes off him right at this very moment! lmao!
i think i'm falling for him! haha! EH?! OH NOO!
jinjin will get mad! haha! *giggles*

hihiih.. nyyaa! i'm planning to make headers of pi-chan, yuya-chan, kei-chan and massu!
i'm still picking some pictures..wiiiiih! i'm just inspired to make ryo-chan and shige's header! haha! XD~~~ aren't i being biased again?! haha! OH! DAMN! jinjin! GOMEN! *hides*

..hihihi.. here's my latest header in my multiply! finally! i change it! hahaha! it's been what?
i can't remember when was the last time i updated my multiply! haha! XD

Here it is.. i'm done showing my works.. haha! i'm being distructed again! i'm suppose to tell the drama that kind of change my view in life..ahihihi.. ^____^

The drama is or i mean! a JDORAMA! yes! it's a japanese drama! haha! XD it is entitled "1 litre of tears" Ryo-chan is in it! yes! the sexy osaka man! Nishikido Ryo is in the drama!

It is not only just a drama, IT IS a real-life struggles of Aya, a 15 year old girl who suffered from an incurable disease, but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. This said disease is known as "Spinocerebellar degeneration Disease" - a terrible disease where the cerebellum of the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat though it does not affect the mind.

At first, i'm not really interested to the drama because i'm soooo into RYO-chan! 'coz... DUH! he's a damn SEXY HOT GUY! and he's soo cute! hahaha! XD~~~ *giggles* demou... as i watch it.. i can't stop crying whenever the girl cries! especially when Ryo-chan cries! i always said, "DAMMIT! TISSUE! TISSUE!" haha! i can't really control myself on crying.. it's just the typical me! nyahaha! i really pitied the girl on the story, imagine! she's good in basketball! she's nice to everyone...have a very nice characteristic that anyone can admire and a perfect daughter to her parents... then suddenly, she got this cruel disease. If i'm in her situation, i might just give up or maybe if others have it, they might kill themselves. But really! this Aya in the drama really inspire me! she have a very very optimistic personality that you can only see on few people. She fights for her life and still looks forward. She keeps on living with a smile on her face.

Ever since, before she found out about her disease, she already writes to her diary. And that diary is the only thing that was left for her. She keeps on writing about the things that happens to her in or out of the hospital. She never really gave up. Her diary really inspires other person.. especially the ones with the same disease like her.

i have read some of her writings on her diary... the drama only shows important part of her diary.. but all in all... every words that she writes really can enlighten your mood even though she have that disease.

nnnyyyyaaaa! i'm being tooooooooooo emotional now! UNGH! XD anyways! back to Ryo-chan again! haha! i think i'm falling for him! haha! nyahaah! vim (my best friend) will kill me! haha! and also jinjin! my so-called-husband! haha! ^_________^

oh! well! i just can't stop talking about 1 litre of tears 'coz it's really a very beautiful drama! demou.... i can't still move on..haha! RYO-CHHHHHAAAAAAANN! *scream* hehehe..

nya! thi is too long now... i better stop or....... kkyyyaa! *drools over ryo-chan* hehehe..
ja ne!

"Forget about the past. If you keep looking back, you won't be able to move forward. Walk three steps forward, then two steps back.Life is～" ~from Aya's Diary.
and of course! my favorite quote of the day...

“Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing."

Mood: Hungry

Music: Code - Nishikido Ryo

...nya! chapter 8! douzo! ^o^

2008-09-29T01:58:00.000-07:00

Chapter 8: Confusingly confused

“Ne… Ryo-chan, wait ne! You walk too fast!”

“Don’t stop me now! Why did you do that for, huh? And why did you even said those things???” Ryo snapped, stopped on his track and turned to glare at Uchi.

“What? I didn’t do anything wrong… w-what did I said wrong?” Uchi pouts, crosses his arms.

“YOU DIDN’T DO ANYTHING WRONG? Oh! Come on!” Ryo turned around again angrily and walks hastily.

“Hey! Ryo-chan!”

===> Flash back <===

“What the hell are you doing here??? UCHI???” Ryo asked, still shocked.

“Hihihi! I’m back ne! Aren’t you happy???” Uchi hugs Ryo tightly like a leech.

“W-well… I’m happy but~ could you just let me go…” Ryo said gently, blushing.

“Eh? Uchi?” Yamapi and Koyama blinked two times.

“IIITTTAAAIII! Ne! YamaPi! What was that for?” Koyama squeaked in pain as Yamapi had pinched him in the arm.

“Just making sure I’m not dreaming… hihi… Gomen ne, Kei-chan…” Yamapi bowed his head apologetically.

“You could have told me ne… So I could have been prepared. ^.^” Koyama smiled at Yamapi as if he didn’t feel the pain.

“Ow! Hai! Hai!” Yamapi nods enthusiastically.

“Ahem…” Ohkura and Kusano both make an interruption. {We’re still here.} Kusano and Ohkura thought at the same time.

“Lets go home now Shige, Oba-chan will sure get worried about you if she finds out about this incident. You sure will rest again for about 3 days.” Kusano said as he keep on giving Ryo a death glare and simply slipping a quick glance are Yamapi who’s still bouncing in happiness.

“Eh? 3 days???” Yamapi stopped in bouncing and looks at Kusano who blush madly in the sight of Yamapi staring at him. Then Yamapi turns to Shige worried. *Akira sad*

“Kusano-kun is right, Kato-kun…” Ohkura turns to Shige with worry.

For the moment, Shige who’s still on the hold of Ohkura just keep on staring at Ryo and then he stared intently to the guy beside the other, whose body is slim, tall and also good-looking.

Shige A: {Who is he? Why did he hug Ryo as if they’re soo closed? Or are they? *A fang of pain in his heart* and why is Ryo blushing? Wait!~ why did I even call him Ryo? It should be Nishikido-kun! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid Shige!}

Shige B: {You’re jealous.}

Shige A: {Eh? No! Me?! Jealous? Why would I?}

Shige B: {Because… You like him!}

Shige A: {…… HUH?}

Shige B: {Admit it…}

“Kato-kun… You alright?” Ohkura leaned closed and asked worriedly as he noticed the other keeps silent. Ryo, on the other hand saw how close Ohkura’s face to Shige. {Darn that guy!} Ryo screamed to his mind.

“Ryo-chan! You’re spacing out! You’re not even looking at me! Mmmp!” Uchi pouts more as he keeps on hugging Ryo.

“Oh! Come on! Get a room!” Kusano whispered angrily.

“Yeah! Ryo-chan! Why are you ignoring Uchi! He came back! And now you’re being rude! And why are you even staring blankly at Kitty?” Yamapi bounce happily in front of Uchi and Ryo suddenly, following Ryo’s eyes towards Shige then bounce in front of Shige again who was stunned of sudden appearance of Yamapi in front of him. *Akira bounce*

“Huh? Ah! Gomen… why are you here anyway?” Ryo snapped out on his thought, turn to look at Uchi who is now staring at Shige curiously.

“Of course! I came back to you! I really misssssssssssed you!” Uchi hugs Ryo tight AGAIN for nth time. Ryo just gave out a heavy sigh.

“Ne… Koyama senpai, who is he ne?” Tegoshi asked naively, poking Koyama on the cheek.

“Ah! He’s Hiroki Uchi! One of our kouhai too… and he’s one of Ryo-chan’s childhood close friend…” Koyama explained smiling, but can’t stop glancing at Shige.

“Woah.. souka…” Tegoshi nods and asks curiously again, “demou… I haven’t seen him before ne…” He tilts his head. *kawaii innocent Yuya-chan*

“It’s because… he just came back from states…^.^” Koyama explained patiently, he glance again at Shige. {Huhuhu… I want to hug Shiggy-chan…} Koyama cries in his mind.

“Owww… sugeeeee!” Tegoshi exclaimed admiringly, “demou… why did he gone to states ne?” Tegoshi asked again.

“Ahhh….mmmmmmmm… it’s because~” Koyama starts but was cut off.

“It’s because of Ryo-chan!” Uchi break off, staring at Ryo who just keep on sighing.

“Eh? Nande?”

“He wants me to obey my parents and go with them in states… and for me to do that… he promised that…” Uchi stopped, making everyone in the room looks at him and making a breathtaking atmosphere.

“Nishikido-kun……. Promised that……….?” Tegoshi asked impatiently. *Yuya-chan got thrilled*

“Stop it. Uchi.” Ryo snapped.

“Nande?”

“Stop it. You don’t have to tell people things that are not important.” Ryo said coldly.

“But… but… they’re asking ne! Look! They’re waiting…” Uchi pouts pointing his finger to all the people inside the room.

“Ne… Nishikido senpai… we’re curious ne… Continue Uchi-kun! Onegai!” Tegoshi his Go-Do-It technique. *Super big puppy eyes* *.*

Ryo just looked at Tegoshi and Uchi… then turned to look at Shige who’s staring at Tegoshi and Uchi [Obviously curious.]. Ohkura just stare at Ryo then back to Shige who’s in his hold. Kusano stared at Yamapi, mesmerized. While Yamapi, Koyama and Tegoshi just waiting for Uchi to continue the tale.

“Ow! Okay! I’ll continue! Hihih… I’ll just make it short… Ryo-chan is my…”

*Silence*

Ryo glared at Uchi, making the other to be scared but instead… He was ignored. {DARN!}

“BOYFRIEND!” Uchi exclaimed happily.

O.O

*strike1*

“EEEH?!” All of them are stunned, except for Jin who’s still like a zombie.

“What do you mean BOYFRIEND? AS IN BOYFRIEND? Kon? O.O” Yamapi asked naively.

“HAI! HAI!” Uchi nods eagerly.

*strike2*

“…” Shige felt his heart was being slash. {What’s wrong with me? Why did I feel something’s strange with my heart? I-I… I-It feels like my h-heart is g-going to be break…}

“WOAH! Kawaii deshou! Cccchhhhoooo sweet ne!” Tegoshi giggles, clasping his hands while his eyes are twinkling. {Massu-tan…}

“Wiiih! I never knew Ryo-chan and you have a relationship! Kkyyaa! Ai! Ai! Ai deshou!” Koyama dramatically clasped his hands. {Shiggy-chan…}

“Woah… I-I’m s-speechless… Kon.” Yamapi was still shocked. *Akira Shock*

“Hihihi… Ryo-chan didn’t tell you about it ne? Hihihi.. He sure wants to keep it a secret…^^” Uchi giggles.

“Stop it.”

“So… Nishikido-kun has already a fiancée?” Kusano teased sarcastically.

“Hai! Hai! And it’s me! Hiroki Uchi desu!” Uchi smiled brightly still hugging Ryo.

“I SAID STOP.” Ryo angrily shoved Uchi away.

“Ryo-chan…?” Uchi anxiously asked.

“You shouldn’t say anything that is not~.”

“AAWWW! Ryo-chan is being shy ne! Kawaii deshou!” Uchi cut Ryo off, hugging Ryo again who’s caught off guard.

*MWUAH!*

“CChhhooo kawaii ne! Ryo-chan! You never change ne!” Uchi said happily as he had just kissed Ryo on the cheek.

“Eh?!” O.O Ryo blushed furiously with wide eyes.

“kkkkkkyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaa!!!” Koyama and Tegoshi giggle exaggeratedly like fan girls, wiggling their heads (with their body… LOL!)and with their hands near their chest.

O.O While Yamapi tilts his head, shocked; being silent like Jin, the zombie. *Akira shocked! Again*

“What the?!” {EEEWWWWW!} Kusano said irritated as covered his mouth and was nearly throw up because of what had just happened.

On the other corner of the room, Shige who’s still on Ohkura’s hold stiffen while staring at Ryo with wide eyes. {H-he… H-he k-kissed R-Ry~ N-Nishikido-k-kun i-in t-the c-cheek… ~.~ I-I feel diz~…}

*FAINT*

“Kato-kun? What’s wrong?” Ohkura asked worriedly.

*No reply*

“KATO-KUN!” Ohkura shakes gently Shige but still no response. The other turned to look at them and was thunderstruck when they saw the unconscious Shige.

“SHIGE!”

“SHIGGY-CHAN!”

“KITTY!”

Kusano, Koyama and Yamapi run towards Shige, all very worried.

{Shige…} Ryo whispered worriedly. At Ryo’s side, a pair of eyes carefully watching Ryo with curiosity.

==> End Flashback <==

[Nishikido Mansion]

“Why are you mad? I just said things that are true!” Uchi whined, as he walks towards Ryo who’s now on the couch.

*No response*

“Ryo-chan?”

*No response*

“RYO-CHAN!”

“Will just shut up?” Ryo said angrily, turning his gaze the other side to avoid Uchi.

“N-nande? W-why are you like that? You never got mad at me like this…”

*No response*

“It’s that boy, isn’t it?” Uchi crosses his arms.

“Who are you talking about?” Ryo asked coldly but he knew who Uchi is talking about.

“You like him, aren’t you?”

“…”

“So… you still like him.”

“What are you talking about?” Ryo looks at him confuse.

== >12 years ago < ==

“Buta, eat this. And this… and this…” A black haired little boy keeps on giving foods to his pet pig happily.

“Oink! Oink!”

“Ryo-chan! Come! Let’s play ne!” A thin little boy come running to a boy called Ryo while waving vigorously.

“I don’t like. Leave me alone.” Little Ryo turned around look at the other boy, and then turn his attention back to his pet.

“You should play with me ne! I have sooo many toys! I have cars! I have robots! And I have~”

“I don’t want.” Little Ryo bends down to stroke the head of his pet.

“Eh? Ryo-chan! You’re so mean! Why are you ignoring me? You don’t even want to play with me! Instead, you play with that filthy pig!” The other boy makes a disgust face.

“Don’t call him FILTHY! He’s my pet! And he’s my friend too!” Little Ryo growled, protecting the little pig with his all might.

“O-okay! Okay!” The other boy lifts his hands in frighten. {Stupid pig! I can’t have a nice time with Ryo-chan! *thinking* mmm… I have an idea…}

“Ryo-chan, you want me to walk your pet ne?”

“You want to walk Buta?” Little Ryo lifts his head to look at the other with a lighten face.

“Hai!”

“Okay, here.” Little Ryo handed Buta to the other boy.

“Hai! Let’s go pig…”

“He’s name is Buta.” *Little Ryo pouts*

“Ow! Gomen! Let’s go Buta-chan…” The thin little boy holds the pig and begins to stroll.

“Take care of him, Uchi or you’ll be dead.”

After 30 minutes.

“Ryo-chan! Let’s play ne!” Young Uchi came back cheerfully as he runs towards Ryo who’s sitting on the swing.

“Huh?” Little Ryo lifts his head to Uchi confusingly. He turns to look for something.

“Ryo-ch~”

“Where’s Buta?!” Little Ryo stands up quickly as he fully scans the surroundings and no pig had arrived.

“He~”

“OOOOOOIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNKKKKKKK!”

“YOU! Argh!” Little Ryo glared hard at young Uchi.

“He~… Ryo-chan!!!”

Little Ryo runs fast in the direction of the sound, he is sure that it’s the sound of his pet. He runs through bushes and twigs around the park. He didn’t stop until he reaches the sound. As he keeps on running, he didn’t notice a big twig along the ground and he stumble on it. He tried to stand up but a sting from his knees cause him to fall down again on the ground. His clothes are full of dirt and he has some scratches on his arms. He tried not to cry, he holds the tears back. {I’m strong! I’m strong! I am strong! Buta needs me!} He keeps on telling himself. But he can no longer hold back his tears anymore; it flows through his delicate baby cheeks freely. {Mommy…} He whispered through his sobs. Buta had been his precious pet because of his mother. His mother is so fond of animals and whenever she finds unfortunate animals, they ended up being adopted by his mother. His mother really likes their only one pet little pig. But when his mother died in sickness, all the animals that they have had been sent to the animal shelter by his father. Little Ryo got mad about it, and he insisted on keeping the favorite animal of his mother against his father will. And Buta had been his precious pet and friend.

“Anoo…” came a little voice.

Ryo lifts his head and stared blankly at a black haired little boy wearing thick eye glasses.

“Why are you crying?”

*sob* “…”

“Are you alright? You have bruises on your arms and knees…” the little boy bends down on him and reaches for him worriedly.

“D-don’t touch me.” Ryo flinched away from the other.

“Gomen nasai…” said the other apologetically.

*sobs*

“H-here.”

Ryo lifts his head and stare at the other boy then turn to the thing the other is offering him.

“W-what’s that?”

“It’s a food.” The other smiled warmly.

“I know it’s a food.”

“Ow!”

“I mean, what is that food?” Little Ryo arches his eye brow and frown, obviously confuse.

“Try it! It’s good ne! Especially, when it’s still hot!”

“Why should I eat this? And why are you giving me this?”

“Ah… anoo… you seemed really down so I gave it to you… when I’m sad, I just ate koroke and after that I feel good…”

Ryo stared blankly at the food.

“Ow! Wait ne… I’ll go get something in there… I have found something cute.” The little boy smiled again warmly at little Ryo and ran towards the bushes. When the little boy came back, he’s holding something or someone that made Ryo stands up swiftly.

“BUTA!”

“Huh?”

“OINK!” the pig who’s on the other little boy’s holds jumps out and runs towards Little Ryo. Little Ryo holds Buta tenderly.

“Ow! You’re the owner of that cute little pig ne?”

“…uhm,hai.”

“Woah! Kawaii deshou!”

Ryo blushes a bit.

“Is he the reason why you are crying a while ago?”

“…”

Little Ryo keeps silent, unaware that the other is staring at him.

“Ow… you haven’t bite on it.” the other asked sadly.

Little Ryo stared at the other’s sad face and felt guilty. He then stared back at the koroke and takes a bite.

*MUNCH*

~After 2 seconds~

“Umai!”

“See? I told you! It’s delicious ne! You feel better now?” the other jumps happily and smiling as holds his eyeglasses that seems to fall anytime. Little Ryo nods shyly and smiled back at the other. They smiled to each other as if they have known each other before and haven’t notice that there’s a pair of eyes watching them enviously.

Little Ryo starts to munch happily while the other seems to be happy to see Little Ryo’s cheery face. But when Little Ryo had done eating the food, the other said his goodbye.

“Ow! Gomen nasai… I have to go now… my okaa-chan must be looking for me, I stayed long outside.” The unknown little boy bowed politely, he turns back and starts to walk.

“Wait.”

“Hai? Nani?”

“Arigatou.” Little Ryo lowered his head shyly while stroking Buta’s head.

“Ow! Hai! Dou itashimashite…^^ have to go now! Bye bye!” The unknown little boy smiled kindly, waves and turns around then ran.

{Bye… bye…}Little Ryo waves back but the other boy didn’t have a chance to see it.

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“Do you think he’s okay now?”

“Koyama! For the nth time… keep it down!” Kusano whispered irritated.

“Ow! Gomen! Gomen!” Koyama apologizes quickly and loudly again, but Kusano just hit his own head in irritation.

“Koyama sempai! Please hold your voice ne? You’re being too loud… you’ll wake Shige!” Tegoshi whispered pleadingly at Koyama.

“Uhm! UHM!” Koyama nods apologetically, covering his mouth with his hands.

“Thanks Tesshi.” Kusano sighed as he touches Tegoshi’s shoulder thankfully.

{Ungh… W-what happen? W-why are there voices around me? A-am I-I d-dead?} Shige asked himself, still gaining back his consciousness but feeling a bit dizzy once again.

“He’s soo cute when sleeping ne… konkon! *Akira hypnotize*”

“Oi! I sa~” Kusano turns his head to the person who spoke but then he was taken aback because Yamapi was the one who spoke. His hearts skip a beat as he stares blankly at Yamapi who leans into Shige’s bed and staring madly at Shige.

“Uhm! UHM! Chhhhhhhooo kawaii ne!” Koyama followed happily and bounce at the side of Shige’s bed.

“Anoo… Kusano-kun, Yamashita-kun, Koyama-kun… I think we should leave Kato-kun to rest, you three are starting a loud conversation.” A manly voice interrupts the three boys.

“Hai! I agree with Ohkura-kun ne…” Tegoshi nods eagerly with arms crossed.

“Nee… Ohkura-kun, drop the formalities ne… you can just call me Kei or Kei-chan… Besides you will be one of our schoolmate ne…”

“WWWHHHAAATTT~?” Yamapi and Kusano said out loud, both shocked.

“Y-you a-are g-going t-to b-be.. w-what~?”

“SSSSSSSSHHHH!!! Notti, you’re being too loud ne… and you too! Yamashita-kun!” Tegoshi hissed annoyingly and pouts towards Kusano and Yamapi. He’s worried to Shige as well; he wants his friend to have a good rest.

“E-eh? N-nande? Why aren’t you surprised Tesshi?”

“Of course I’m not… could you minimize your voice ne? onegai? Notti?” Tegoshi holds Kusano’s arms to stop him from being loud.

“E-eh? You’re not? Nande?” Kusano asked impatiently, ignoring Tegoshi’s pleading.

*Tegoshi sigh*

“It’s because… Ohkura-kun told me and Massu-tan about it when we saw him at the school earlier…”

“OW! Souka! W-wait! You mean… you’re already at the school when I call you to help Shige?” Kusano turns to Ohkura who just sigh. {When will this guy lower his voice?} Ohkura asked himself dejectedly and reply, “Hai…”

“What are you doing in there??? And Tesshi, why didn’t you tell me earlier? We’ve been together the whole day before I go to my ballet lesson… And! And! Where’s Massu?” Kusano asked loudly again, turning to look at Ohkura then back to Tegoshi who lowered his head as he remembered Massu.

“Nee… Nee… Kusachii…” Koyama holds Kusano, trying to cool the other down.

“Hey, could you stop asking too many questions to Ohkura-kun and Tegochi? You’re not the only one who’s surprised ne…” Yamapi said as he starts to feel annoyed because of Kusano’s outburst. Kusano bends his head very low in embarrassment.

“Pi-chan… Don’t be so harsh to Kusachii… He’s just --”

“H-He h-hates m-me…”

“Huh?” All heads turns to Tegoshi with confused looks.

“Yuya-chan? Whats’ wrong ne?” Koyama walks towards Tegoshi, but before he has a chance to touch Tegoshi, the other breaks down crying.

“YUYA-CHAN!”

“TESSHI!”

“TEGOCHI!”

Koyama, Kusano and Yamapi run towards to the younger boy and hold him comfortingly, while Ohkura runs outside the room to get a glass of water.

“H-he… H-he… M-MASSU HATES ME!!! UWAAAH!” Tegoshi stands up quickly and stormed out of the room crying uncontrollably, leaving the three boys stunned.

“Eh?”

“Uuuunnnggghhhh….”

“EH?” All turns their heads to the newly awaken boy.

“KITTY!” Yamapi said cheerfully, bouncing. *Akira bounce*

“Shiggy-chan! You’re awake!” Koyama dramatically dashes towards Shige but Kusano holds him firmly.

“He still needs air…” Kusano explains.

“OW! Okay…”

“Mmmm… I’m already fine, Kusano…” Shige sits slowly on his bed, “I’ve heard someone just left crying, who was it?” He asked worriedly.

“OW! Ow! It’s Tegochi! Kitty!” Yamapi said jumping at the side of Shige’s bed.

“Huh? Who’s Tegochi?”

“It’s Yuya-chan!”

“He left crying because of Massu…” Kusano said worriedly.

“Eh? Tegoshi cried ‘coz of Massu? Why? What happened?” Shige asked with concern to his friends.

“I also don’t know.” Kusano answered.

“Neee… Neee… it’s like this… Masuda-kun got mad or… let’s say, he gone nuts ‘coz of food ne…” Yamapi explained as he sits next to Shige still bouncing.

“Because of what?” Kusano and Shige asked in sync.

“F.O.O.D… FOOD!” Yamapi said slowly, emphasizing every word.

“Hai! Because of food!” Koyama agreed, nodding while smiling like a fan girl and keeps staring at Shige.

“EH?!” O.O

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“KAZU-CHAN!” Little Jin runs speedily as he can to catch up with a car.

“JIN!” Little Kame who’s inside the car waves goodbye, trying to hold back his tears from falling..

“Kazu-chan! *sobs*” Little Jin keeps running not wanting to let the car vanish in his sight while his tears flows freely into his cheeks.

“Jin! *sobs* Baka! Do-don’t cry ne! *sobs* Take care always! D-don’t eat too much food… *sobs* O-or… or you’ll get fat and fat and fat!” Little Kame no longer holds back his tears from falling, he touch his chest near his heart to now feel the pain in letting go of his only treasure.

“Ka-”

*THUGDS*

“JIIIN!” Little Kame called out worriedly, gripping tight in the window as he saw little Jin stumbled down hard in the ground.

“Kazu-chan… *sobs* Na-na-nande?” Little Jin cried uncontrollably as he stares at the car that slowly fading away in his sight.

“JIIIN! YOU’LL ALWAYS BE MY BESTFRIEND! Sayonara…” Little Kame said loudly for the last time and broke down crying.

“Kame?”

“Kame!”

“KAMENASHI KAZUYA!”

“H-huh? H-HAI?” Kame stops from walking as he heard his friend’s worried voice calling out to him.

“You’re spacing out again.”

“Gomen ne, Tat-chan…” Kame scratches the back of his neck apologetically.

“What’s wrong with you? You often space out all of a sudden…” Ueda asked worriedly towards Kame. He feels that something’s weird happened to the other; he knew very well that Kame has a very strong self-control but now, seems like the other had lost it.

“Hontou ni gomen, Tat-chan… I’m just~ I think I’m just tired… that’s all…” Kame bowed apologetically.

“You know… You can always tell me what’s bothering you.”

“Arigatou… Tat-chan” {but… I can’t tell you, I-I’m not yet ready to tell my past… o-or to be back to the past.} Kame smiled weakly at his friend and starts to stroll again.

“Kame! Watch out!”

*BUGHSSS*

“Itai!” Kame squealed in pain as he touches his redden forehead that had made a big contact to someone’s back hardly.

“OUCH! Damn! ARE YOU BLIND OR SOMETHING? See what you did to my shirt! And to my sweet ice cream! ARGH!” said angrily by the boy who had stumbled forward on the ground with ice cream on his face and shirt.

{T-that voice… it’s kinda familiar…}Kame thought as he keeps on rubbing his aching forehead.

“Kame! Are you alright?” Ueda runs towards to the younger boy.

“H-huh? K-ka-kame?” the other boy who have a messed up clothes turn around to look at the other two and was dumbfounded as he recognized the younger boy who stared back at him with wide eyes. {Obviously shocked also…}

{Oh! NO!} Kame’s mind screamed wildly in his head. He stared wide eyes with the other boy with his body starting to shake. But after he gain his self-control {assumingly at 5 seconds}, he runs past the other boy quickly, not daring to slow down or stop.

“Huh? Kame! Wait!” Ueda who had felt the tense between the boys arched an eyebrow and glared suspiciously towards the other guy, “Tsk. As always, Bakanishi.” Ueda just wiggles his head in annoyance as he starts to walk calmly towards the direction where Kame had gone. But as he walks, he’s in confusingly thinking in why did Kame react like that?

*Cold breeze*

“JIIIIIIINNNN!” *bounce*

“…” O.O

“JIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNN!” *Akira bounce*

“…” O.O

“EH?! What the~? HELLO!” Yamapi who had appeared suddenly from nowhere bounce happily but was stopped with furrowed eyebrows as he stared at Jin puzzled. *Akirapuzzled* ~.~

“…” O.O

“HEY! BA-KA-NI-SHI?!” He waves a hand in front of Jin’s face.

“…” O.O

“H….e….l…..l…..ooooooo….? OI~ Akanishi Jin! Don’t ignore me ne~! amp! You have ice cream on your cheeks!”

“…” O.O

*sigh*

“AMP~~~ WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THIS??? ARE YOU ON DRUGS?!” Yamapi screamed helplessly. ~.~ *Akirapouts*

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== A little scene ==

*BAM*

“Hey~! What was that for?” Junno pouts towards Koki who’d just smacked him on the head.

“ARGH~ SO?! I’m annoyed! Deal with it!” Koki snapped as he scrambled his little hairs in his head.

“Hey, Koki… Don’t put all the blame to Junno…” Maru said calmly as he flips pages of a magazine.

“ARGH!”

“Oink?”

“ARGH! NOW! WHAT’S WITH THIS PIG???? What are we going to do with this stupid pig!?” Koki grumbled angrily as he glared towards to it, controlling himself not to kill the pig.

“Hey! Don’t ever dare touch this cute little pig!” Junno who seems to feel Koki’s evil thought runs towards the pig and hugs it tightly.

“You two! Stop fighting already… *sigh* Koki if you’re mad about not having a sweet sleepover with Kame, just deal with it… or Ueda will kill you. And you… Taguchi, loosen your grip to the pig or the pig will die.” Maru said coolly as he keeps on staring at the magazine in front of him.

“HMP.”

“Ow! Hokey! Gomen ne, little pig…^^” Junno smiled happily at the pig and asked, “Who’s the owner of this little cutie piggie?”

“Ueda’s prince.”

“HUH? Who’s that?” Koki and Junno asked in sync, both confused.

“Ueda’s arch enemy.”

“Owww… WHAT?!” Junno and Koki gasped in shock. Both back away from the pig.

“ah-huh… it’s Nishikido’s pet.”

“WWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH! I’M GOING TO DIE!!!” Junno screamed dramatically, while Koki… fainted like a dead fish.

A/N: Gomen ne! it takes too long...lmao! ooowww! this is long..i think? lmao! please enjoy ne! and comments are love! hope you like it ne! kana-chan! here it is! ^__________^

..otanjoubi omedetou JADEY-chan!!! my first imoto! cchuuu! hugs

2008-09-21T18:08:00.001-07:00

..here's my little gift for you ne...gomen ne... *cries*
..the package haven't arrive yet, isn' it?
hontou ni GOMEN NASAI!

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU! JADEY-chan!!!

hope you like it...^o^ and i hope you'll receive my package...hope it can make it..

click this to get the original size of the picture...
ShigeLOVESJadey

..ryo-chan sang paraiso!.. ^o^

2008-09-13T01:04:00.001-07:00

..hhhhhiiiiiyyyyyyaaaaaah! i can't believe this! ~.~ *faint* Ryo-chan! the sexy osaka man! sang PARAISO! one of OPM song of filipino! i really can't believe this! *DEAD* X_____X

here it is! DOUZO! really love it! kawaii Ryo-chan!

..can't get over this! ^______________^V

...nnyyaa! Happy Betday! haha! Chapter 7... Douzo!

2008-09-12T21:22:00.002-07:00

Chapter 7: Unknown feelings

Konya dake wa ai no matador oide yo hikiyosete… *Cellphone ringtone*

“Moshi moshi?” A voice from the other line.

“HIRO-chan!” Tegoshi greeted happily.

“Tego…? Nani? Something wrong? You call?” Kusano asked worriedly, and somehow his heart starts to skip a beat.

“Ow~ Nothing’s wrong ne… it’s just that… Shige is trap inside the creepy room where the pig is… and now, we can’t open the door, and OH! Chotto~ why did you disappear all of a sudden? Yamashita senpai is looking for you…” Tegoshi waves his hands as a reassurance for Kusano. {As if the other will see it.}

“…”

“Hiro-chan?”

“…”

“H-I-R-O—CHAN???” Tegoshi called out louder.

“Hai!” Kusano who’s been shocked hearing that Yamapi was looking for him just came back to his senses.

“Mmmp, ne.. I asked you something…” Tegoshi pouts.

“Ow! About that! I’ve told you before that I have a ballet lesson, right?”

“OW! YEAH! Kawaii ne! So… How’s your practice?” Tegoshi got excited about the fact that Kusano is taking ballet lesson and forgetting about the main subject.

“Eh? Hey, wait! What have you just said a while ago? About Shige? Being trap?” Kusano change the topic knowing that Tegoshi is so interested about ballet, and somehow he feels something weird is happening.

“Oh! Shige is trap inside a very very creepy room ne… but its okay, he’s with Nishikido-kun… but the door we can’t open it ‘coz it’s very very heavy and oh! It’s a metal! Massu-tan can’t open it again… But Massu-tan is soo strong ne! He opened it once!” Tegoshi said animatedly, making a cute but somehow stupid expression that Kusano can imagine.

“Mmm… Wait! Is the room having any light? Or electricity?” Kusano starts to feel unease about the situation of his cousin.

“Nope… there’s no light inside… Nande?” Tegoshi answered naively.

“W-WHAT?!” Kusano exclaimed.

“Eh? Ne, Hiro-chan? What’s wrong?”

“OH! NO~! This couldn’t be happening!” Kusano starts to panic uncontrollably in the other line.

“Nande? Nande? Hir~~ *toot..toot..toot* EH?! Hiro-chan??? He hangs up on me! I can’t believe this! UUwwaaahh!..” Tegoshi pouts dramatically.

“Ne… its okay… Don’t be sad... I’m here...” Massu pats Tegoshi on the back while unwrapping something that obviously is full of foods. “Hai! I’m soo lucky ne!” Tegoshi smile widely and clings to Massu swiftly.

~CCHHHHHHIIIIIIINNNNGGG~

*Shiver*

“Eh?”

*Shiver*

O.O

“Kei-chan, you alright?” Yamapi asked worriedly as he bends down to Koyama who had stop from crying and was aware of his sudden silence.

“S-something’s wrong…s-something happened to Shiggy-chan!” Koyama said unsteadily as he keeps on shivering.

“Kei-chan! Calm down! Nothing will happen to Kitty! He’s with Ryo-chan!” Yamapi assures Koyama worriedly.

“Nooo! Something had just happened! I knew it! I can feel it!” Koyama said hysterically, wiggling his arms dramatically in the air like a child who wants a lollipop.

“Ne, Koyama senpai? What would you think will happen to him? He’s a brave man ne! Shige’s a brave man! He can survive! He even helped me out earlier on the class!” Tegoshi said proudly as he still clings to Massu who’s eating something. {Again... For God knows how many times in this day.} ~.~

“UHM..hump! hump! He’ll be fine!” Massu agreed, nodding eagerly.

“You know you might end up choking if you didn’t stop eating ne Massu-tan…” Tegoshi pouts towards Massu.

“Eh?! What’s wrong with me eating? Food is love ne! L.O.V.E! LOVE!” Massu pulled away dejectedly from Tegoshi pouting.

“Eh?” Koyama and Yamapi who are silently watching the two cute guys exchange weird depressing looks.

“Hmp! I can’t believe you hate food! Amp! I thought we feel the same way about foods but…” Massu turned around disappointedly.

“I didn’t mean it like that… I-it’s just that~~”

“I don’t need your explanation! Huhu… You already showed it to me how you hate food! Amp! I hate you Yuya!” Massu runs fast, crying.

“M-massu-tan…I-i” Tegoshi mumbled as he stares blankly at the bread laid in the ground that Massu had just dropped. {I-I’m just jealous that you always think about the food and forgetting about me…} Tegoshi sadly thought in silent.

*awkward silence*

“Eh? Jin? Hey! What happened to you?” Yamapi asked his best friend who’d just appeared out of nowhere looking like a zombie.

“…”

“H~E~L~L~O??? Someone in there?” Yamapi wave his hands in front of Jin’s face, trying to get the other’s attention.

“…”

“You’re like a zombie! Hey! Bakanishi!!!” Yamapi tried once more.

“…”

*sighed*

“Why is everyone near me…sooooooooooo WEIRD!?” Yamapi said in disbelief. *akira shout*

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Meanwhile… in the Baseball Field.

“Hey! Kame! Where have you been?? We’ve been waiting for about 1 hour ya know! You should have allow me to get the ball ya know!” asked by a bald hip hop looking boy.

“Hey! Koki! Watch it.” warned by a boy who have a funny face yet serious.

“Ne… ne, Koki, Maru… Stop it.” a boy with golden hair pleads nicely.

“A-ah… I-i just got the ball… I-it’s kind of far from here… S-so it really takes my time long…” Kame explained carefully.

“You all right Kame? Looks like you’re going to have a fever.” A girly looking guy put a hand on Kame’s head and asked worriedly.

“I-I’m alright Tat-chan… J-just a bit dizzy…” Kame lied. He knew he’s not alright, after what had happen he sure doesn’t have a face to show to that Bakanishi. He doesn’t know what came up to him. {Why did I kiss him??? Why?? Why?? And why did I make the first move to kiss him anyway in the first place???} Kame screamed in his thoughts.

“I think we should get you home now, you’re starting to freak us out. You’re shaking.” Ueda holds both Kame’s shoulder to calm him down.

“Yeah! You’re sooo smart! Tat-chan! Then, Kame mama-chan will definitely let us have dinner with them! Then Kame mama-chan will let me sleep over! And then Kame and I will sleep together!” Koki clasped his hands, eyes twinkles while imagining the things he had just said.

{BAM! BAM!}

“OUCH! WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT FOR! MARU! TAT-CHAN!” Koki yelped in pain as Maru and Ueda hit his bald head hard.

“Only Kame can call me Tat-chan, Baldy!” Ueda snapped.

“Yeah! And shut up, will you? You’ll make Kame shake more, Baka! See? Look at him! He’s pale, just saying things like that will make him faint any time soon.” Maru followed suit while smirking stupidly.

“HMP!” Koki just scratched his bald head angrily.

“Let’s ~~”

“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!”

“Hey! Junno! Why the hell are you shouting all of a sudden???” Koki asked angrily, putting all his anger towards Junno.

“Nothing… hihihi.. It’s just… hihihi.. Hey! Stop it! hihihi…” Junno said trying to hold his giggles.

“WHAT THE?!” Four heads turned to look towards Junno who’s on the ground rolling like a mad man while a pig tickles him at the side.

O.O

“Eh? Wait~~” Kame who’s back to his senses stares blankly at the pig, and then it hits him.

“BUTA?”

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*doki doki*

Shige A in deep thought: {What’s wrong with me? ~.~ Why’s my heart keep beating fast? It feels like my chest is going to explode? It’s just a KISS! It’s not like it was my first kiss! O.O *confused* Of course! It IS not my First KISS!}

Shige B snaps :{ YES! It is your FIRST KISS!}

Shige A insists :{ No! it’s not!}

Shige B resist :{ YES! It is!}

Shige A insists again :{ NO! IT’S NOT!}

Shige B :{ Then… Who’s your first kiss?}

Shige A thinks :{……..Okaa-chan?}

Shige B smirk :{ SEE? He is your FIRST KISS! You’re blushing!}

Shige A : { NO! it’s not! And NO! I’m -- }

“Hey! Will you stop mumbling in there? I can’t concentrate getting this stupid box out of the way.” Ryo snapped trying to push a very heavy box that is on the way to the other door. And he’s trying really hard not to look at Shige. {Damn! Why the hell my hands can’t push this damn box! ARGH! Damn stupid body! Why the fuck am I shaking?} Ryo said angrily to himself.

“Oh… sorry.” Shige apologized with embarrassment; He stands and walks towards Ryo.

“Eh? O.O” Ryo stared at Shige in shocked when the other is at his side trying to push the box. His heart starts to pound non stop. He keeps on staring at Shige.

“W-what a-are y-you d-doing?” Ryo asked faltering in his words. {Damn! Why am I shaking??? Stupid! Stupid!}

“Helping you, I guess?” Shige said naively.

“I can do it myself.” Ryo said firmly, turning his back to Shige and avoiding Shige’s confusing eyes.

*Cough*

“Hey, you alright?” Ryo asked Shige worriedly who’s now supporting himself on to the wall coughing non stop.

“I-I’m *cough* f-fine… *cough*” Shige loosen his school necktie a bit to catch air. He feels that his surroundings start to tighten and he can’t breathe. Ryo who noticed Shige’s sudden falling figure runs fast.

“Hey, are you really alright? Do you have asthma or something?” Ryo asked worriedly again, he holds Shige’s shoulder tightly as he become aware that the other is starting to shake uncontrollably.

*cough*

Shige wiggles his head. “T-the p-place i-is…I-I c-can’t b-breathe… *cough*”

“Hey, don’t try to talk anymore.” Ryo stared worriedly to Shige whose eyes are closed and trying to calm himself; Ryo gentle stroke the back of Shige to ease Shige’s condition.{Am I starting to be kind toward him?}

Shige’s coughing had stopped; his breathing had slowed but suddenly picks up a beat as his heart starts to pound hastily. He’s starting to panic; he knew this will come any time soon. He can feel the beat of his heart all too well struggling against his ribcage, his body is shaking, his hands felt cold and damp, fingers hurting from the tight grip on someone’s clothe. {Breath Shige, inhale exhale… inhale exhale.} He tells himself, just like the time when he had gotten stuck to his own locker by his classmates, the bullies. He’d been terrified then, unable to scream he’d been stuck for what like eternity before Kusano had gotten him out of it. Kusano said it was only a couple minutes, but to Shige, time had stood still in the most paralyzing manner, and now…

A warm hand on his interrupts his train of thoughts. It squeezes and he finally loosens his tight grip on the fabric, leaving his cold damp hands in a strong warm grip. He squeezes back, not knowing what else to do, not daring to open his eyes. He knows whose hand it is, after all there’s no other person besides him who’s trapped to this restricted place, and while he has a sudden feeling of surprise, he doesn’t question Ryo’s action.

Ryo’s hand is warm, it doesn’t shake and his fingers don’t let go of Shige’s either, not even after Shige starts to answer to the slight pressure.

They stayed like that for a while, both of them subconsciously adapting to the foreign pattern until their breathing are in sync. Ryo just stayed silent but deep inside his mind…

Bad Ryo: {Why I’m doing this? Being soo damn gentle and kind? This is not me! SHESSH!}

Good Ryo: {Isn’t it obvious? YOU LIKE HIM!}

Bad Ryo: {NO! NO! NO! ME? The SUPER SEXY OSAKA MAN LIKE this GEEK??? NO WAY in Buta’s butt!}

Good Ryo: {Just admit it… it won’t hurt you know… you’ll see! *Ryo-chan smirk*}

Bad Ryo: {No! No! No! I will never like him! N.E.V.E.R!}

While Ryo’s still arguing with himself, he didn’t notice that Shige had already opened his eyes and stared at the other. Then…

*BAAAAAAAAAAAAM!*

A sudden loud crash of a door banging open makes both of them start and lose their grip on each other.

“KATO-KUN!” A loud voice came.

“Huh?” Shige rub his eyes to get used to the light, a big figure approaching towards him followed by many figures.

“SHIGE!”

“SHIGGY-CHAN!”

“KITTY!”

“Are you alright, Kato-kun?”

“O-Ohkura-kun?” Shige stared to Ohkura who laid a hand on his shoulder.

“Y-Yamashita-kun?” Shige stared to Yamapi who’s walking towards him.

“Shiggy-chan! Huhuhu.. I’m really worried about you!” Koyama who’s running get into the view and tried to hug Shige but was stopped by…

“Hey! Get your hands off! He needs space to breathe… You alright, Shige? You should stay outside! You know you’re a claustrophobic! You scared me to death!”

{Claustrophobic? That’s why…} Ryo thought.

“K-Kusano, I-I’m fine… j-just a bit dizzy…” Shige said as he tried to assure Kusano by giving his cousin a smile but his body just didn’t cooperate, his knee gave in. Kusano, Koyama and Yamapi run towards Shige but before they could touch Shige, two pairs of arms are already in Shige’s body.

“Nishikido-kun?” Kusano arched his eye brow in suspicion, stared intently to Ryo.

“Eh? Ryo-chan? You’re here too?” Yamapi asked naively, forgetting Ryo is also trapped in the same room.

“Ryo-chan?” Koyama titled his head, staring at Ryo.

“Ne… You all forgot that Nishikido-kun is also trapped in here ne… actually, he’s the first one who’s trapped here ne… Right, Akanishi senpai?” Tegoshi explained pouting, still not in the good mood because of the problem between him and Massu.

“…” Jin who still looks like a zombie remained silent.

While Kusano, Yamapi, Koyama and Tegoshi having a conversation. Ryo and Ohkura who are holding Shige glared at each other, ignoring others conversation about them.

“A-anoooo… O-Ohkura-kun… N-Nishikido-kkun I-I c-can’t b-breath…” Shige interrupt.

“Ow! Gomen.” Both Ryo and Ohkura loosen their hold to Shige but they still hold Shige’s arms in both side.

“Ne… I wonder… Why is Nishikido-kun and Shige full of sweat ne?” Tegoshi tilts his head naively. *Erotic Tegoshi’s dirty mind*

All heads turns to Tegoshi then to Ryo and Shige who blush like a tomato.

“EEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHH???!!!!” O.O Yamapi and Koyama gasped in sync.

“NANDE??? Ryo-chan??? H-how could you? I-I thought you hate Kitty???” Yamapi asked making a funny stupid sad face.

“Shut the hell up, Pi.” Ryo snapped, glaring evilly at Yamapi. *akira shock*

“Nani? Nande?? Nande??? Tego-chan is right! W-w-why t-the b-both o-of y-you f-full o-of s-sweat???” Koyama asked unsteadily.

“D-don’t think dirty things Kei! We’re not doing anything. And besides! This place is dark and closed! Obviously we’ll sweat! And t-this geek starts to freak out minutes ago.” Ryo explained matter-of-factly but his knees are trembling.

“Don’t call him a geek.” Ohkura snapped Ryo, glaring as if wanting to kill someone.

“Whatever.” Ryo free Shige’s arm, Shige on the other hand felt empty when Ryo’s warm hand leaves him.

“RRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYOOOOOOOOOO-----ccccccccccchhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaannnnnnnn!” A loud voice from outside.

“What was that?” Kusano asked irritably.

“RRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYOOOOOOOOOO-----ccccccccccchhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaannnnnnnn!”

“Who’s that ne? It’s calling Nishikido-kun…” Tegoshi wonders.

*Ryo-chan Shiver*

{I think I knew that voice somewhere.} Ryo thought, shivering.

A slim tall figure came into view.

“RRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYOOOOOOOOOO-----ccccccccccchhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaannnnnnnn! I MISS YOU!” the slim tall figure suddenly hugs Ryo tightly as if there’s no tomorrow.

“Eh?” All turn their heads on the new comer.

“What the hell are you doing here??? UCHI???” Ryo asked, still shocked.

~Owari Chapter 7~

N/A: Aaaammmppp... this chapter is not good.. >.<>

here's the previous chapter... Douzo!

Chapter 1: First Encounter

Chapter 2: Little Kitten

Chapter 3: Rescue Team

Chapter 4: Friends

Chapter 5: The Searching

Chapter 6: Stuck with you

..NewS - Happy birthday lyrics! kkyyaaa! douzo! ^o^

2008-09-11T20:49:00.000-07:00

NewS - Happy Birthday

okane ja kae nai da kara koso
kimochi de tsutaeru takaramono
hazukashi garazu omedetou to
kotoba de yuu yore choudo

Wow Wow yeah
Wow Wow yeah Wow~
Wow Wow Yeah
Wow Wow Yeah Yeah

umareta koto Oh~
deaeta koto Oh~
ima soba ni ireru koto arigatou
kimi no HAPPY BIRTHDAY
ichinen ni ichido no mahou tokubetsu na hi

kyou wa ichinen ni ichido
juuyou no sekaiichi no
taisetsu na kimi no kinen bi
mata hitotsu kirei ni

toshi wo kasaneru koto wa
omoi de fuerutte koto de
dakara ureshii kotoba
kimi dake ni okuru yo hora

nan sen nan oku no naka de
kimi to aeta kono kiseki ga atte
konna chikaku ni iru shiawase
kimi no tameni utaeruyo

umareta koto Oh~
deaeta koto Oh~
ima soba ni ireru koto arigatou
kimi no HAPPY BIRTHDAY
ichinen ni ichido no mahou tokubetsu na hi

kimi ga iru kara waratte irareru
kyou wa itsumo yori sunao ni nareru

seken teki ni wa futsuu no hi
nani mo kawarazu utsuru noni
boku nitotte wa kuuki no
aji sae mo tokubetsu fuumi wo

tobikiri no egao ni ai tai
shikamettsura towa BYE BYE MY LOVE
kimi no tame ni okuru yo chikara no kagiri

ima made dore dake naita tte
ima waraeru shiawase ga atte
tomoni ireru kyou no HAPPY BIRTHDAY
kimi no tame ni utauyo

umareta koto Oh~
deaeta koto Oh~
ima soba ni ireru koto arigatou
kimi no HAPPY BIRTHDAY
ichinen ni ichido no mahou tokubetsu na hi

hitori ja koko ni irare nakatta yo kitto
rainen mo sarainen mo onaji hi kimi ni ai ni ikuyo

kamisama no PUREZENTO
kimi no HAPPY BIRTHDAY
kimi no mirai ni sachi are

umareta koto Oh~
deaeta koto Oh~
ima soba ni ireru koto arigatou
kimi no HAPPY BIRTHDAY
ichinen ni ichido no mahou tokubetsu na hi

Wow Wow yeah
Wow Wow yeah Wow~
Wow Wow Yeah
Wow Wow Yeah Yeah

**********

Translation:

Exactly because I can't buy them with money
Treasures that can be expressed by feelings
I'll say it in words, "Happy Birthday"
Without feeling embarrassed at exactly 12 midnight

WoW WoW Wow Yeah Yeah
WoW WoW Wow Yeah Yeah
WoW WoW Wow Yeah Yeah
WoW WoW Wow Yeah Yeah Yeah

For being born
For being able to meet you
That I can be by your side now
Thank you
It's your HAPPY BIRTHDAY
A magical, special day that happens only once a year

Today is the momentous once-a-year anniversary
Of you who is the most important in the world
Yet another one in beauty

The piling up of years
Is the multiplication of memories
That's why I'll send beautiful words
Only to you, look!

I'm happy that in the many thousands and hundred millions
We could have such a miracle as our meeting
And be this near
I'll sing for you

Because you're here I can laugh
and be more honest than usual today
An ordinary day to the rest of the world
Fishing as per normal, yet
To me even the taste of the atmosphere has a special flavor

I especially want to meet your smile
Bye-bye to grimaces
With the extent of my power, I'll send you my love
How many times have you cried up till now
The happiness where we can laugh now is safe
Today's HAPPY BIRTHDAY where we can be together
I'll sing for you

I didn't leave you here alone
Definitely next year and the year after too
I'll go to meet you on the same day

A present from god
Your HAPPY BIRTHDAY
All the best for your future

..kkyyaaa! i love the song! lmao! *giggles* and the pv is soo damn cute! all white! *faint*

..here's the PV! just done dl-ing it..^o^

..and for some gifs.. go to this link..^.^

douzo! NEWS - Happy Birthday

...mmm.. just want to freak around! >____<

2008-09-06T06:53:00.000-07:00

...here it is.. LOL! first thing's first! LMAO! our shirts should means "WHAT ABOUT NOW??"
but.. our two guy friends, john and papsi just left without our notice! lol! >.< they're so rude! leaving us..but OH! well! it's their lost! haha! coz we've fun to make..
funny stupid pictures! ^o^

NOTE: if you're looking for me..i'm the fat in there! lol! i'm wearing the yellow shirt with the letter T..hihih.. and i have the shortest hair! obviously! haha! and the one looks like a guy! haha! X3~~~ but still! i'm cute! haha! jinjin said! *dreams* *hides* yep! that's me! the only jemae! lmao! >____<

..my freakyness starts here! LOL! i start with peace signs...... just stupid pose! haha!
those girls are my exclassmates! lol! i mean..i'm still their classmate! and they're still my friends! but i'm in the different course now..so, that's why! haha! but they're still my lovely friends ne and it will remain forever! i love the way they are! and i miss being with them... nnyyya! i'm starting to have cheezy words! >.<

..haha! again..with the peace sign..! ^o^ i'm really fond to use it! coz of jinjin! hayato yabuki-kun! >_<>

...there it goes!!!!!!! haha! XD~~~ i'm starting to make a really FREAKING POSE! haha!

..OH! NNNOOOOO! this is really embarassing! >___< *hides* i can't believe i pose like that! hahaha! ^^ LMAO! XD~~~~~~ i'm really........ baka! baka! baka! i'm going to be like jinjin! lol! bakanishi!

..that's all! LMAO! hope you enjoy checking my nonsense stupid post! X3 *runs*

..haha! nothing interesting to do..haha! >.<

2008-09-04T06:49:00.000-07:00

..nnyyaa! *shy* this is my picture...LOL! >.<

..i'm really fat ne..amp! i'm just making fun of myself! haha! making stupid faces!

..nnyyaaa! i like this photo... it seems like it's not me! haha! maybe it's my...
long lost little sister???

..wwooaaahh! it's blurrdy! haha! >.<

..wwiiiihh! i'm really happy ne! HONTOU NI ARIGATOU! jadey-chan! ^o^

2008-08-28T04:01:00.000-07:00

..kkkyyyyaaa! finally! got the stuffs Jadey-chan sent me! wiihh! i really am touched ne! ^o^
ARIGATOU! chuuuuu! *hugs*

...here's the story..lol! hihihii.. ^o^ *giggles*
..when i got home.. i was kind of not in the good mood..coz sooo many things going on in school and stuffs! argh! have soo many activities..etc. but then, when i got home.. i go straight in my dad's little office just near at our house.. then, i greeted him.. then, when i was about to go out back to the house to use the computer... he call me and said," there's a mail for you." i was like.. "HUH? what mail?" *curious* my dad hands it out to me, and when i grab a hold of it.. i was kinda SHOCK... first, i was,"what's this?" then after 5 seconds of analyzing.. BAM! there's the name! the name! from JADEY! LOL! i didn't hold back my big smile when I've found out that it is really from Jadey! from Malaysia! my dad was eying me and then he asked, "Is that thing from your Boyfriend?" then i looked at him, still smiling.. and said, "NOPE! it's from my lil sister from Malaysia!" hihihi.. i left him in his little office and bounce back at our house! still wearing my BIG BIG BIG SMILE! ^___^V

..the end..

haha! LOL! XD~~~

..SEE??? i wore it the day after i got it! kkkyyaaa! my classmates and friends..were soo jealous! haha! ^o^ and now.. i'm still wearing it! X3

..ne.. hontou ni arigatou ! jadey-chan! really love it!

..and oohh! don't worry ne! you'll receive my stuffs for you..^o^ hope you will like it! ^.^V

..hihihi.. don't have anything to do..soo, just want to share this.. >_<

2008-08-28T03:39:00.000-07:00

..here's some of my pics... hihihi.. with my very own first two original singles! of kat-tun!

...here's my friend! co-JElove fan! haha! she's diane-chan!
she likes NEWS, KAT-TUN, ARASHI, and many! lol! she even like L~Arc~en~ciel
..she loves Pi-chan! haha! hiro mizushima! and many! lots of lots! haha!
she bought the taiyo no namida.. the cover was really nice ne! wiihh! nude NEWS~! *giggles*

...nnnyyaaa! *hides* this is me... obviously! lol! i was kinda uhhmm.. really happy!
hahaha! i just can't wait to open it and have a picture with it! haha! there.. i was holding the LIPS single of KAT-TUN! ^o^ *jumps jumps jumps* hontou ni... URESHII~X3

..wiihh! another picture..with me and my CD! haha! kkyyyaaa! DUES! i love kazu-chan and jinjin here! kkyyyaaa! they're sooo damn HOT and SMEXY! >____< *drools*

..hihihihi.. i took picture again..just can't get enough of it! kkkkkyyyyyaaa!

..wiiihh! now.. i've just ordered summertime cd! and a magazine! jinjin's magazine! TARZAN! i'm excited to get it! YATTA!

..OH! my! GOD! my dear kat-tun and my love news are going to split up?!

2008-08-27T04:49:00.000-07:00

.....oooooohhhhh! no..! no..! no..! this can't be happening! this is bad... huhuhu.. *cries*
I've just heard..i mean~ I've just read about something worst...! huhuhuh.. i really can't believe it..
pllllllss... tell me it's not true! ONEGAI~

here's the issue... just read it from my livejournal posts... thanks to a kattunlove member... uuuwwwaaaahhh *cries* hope it's just a rumor... >.<

"KAT-TUN and NEWS split up?

The divergence between Kitagawa Johnny and his sister Mary urged Kat-tun and News opting for their disposition.
According to Apple Daily in Taiwan,the popular idol boy bands in Japan,KAT-TUN and NEWS were urged to opt their disposition due to the divergence and splits between the president of Johnny jimusho,Johnny Kitagawa and his sister,Mary. KAT-TUN and NEWS was established and arouse their popularity by Johnny and Mary respectively.In this case,they are compelled to choose their dispositon as Johny's siblings come into fragmentation.This will be a touh decisin for them as they are best friends in personal.
A few weeks ago,Yamapi,Akanishi Jin and Kamenashi Kazuya was spotted at Roppongi Ramen shop while they was having their meal.They are best friend to each other.However,the rift of Johnny siblings indeed will bring them into dilemma.Johnny was raising KAT-TUN into popularity while Mary was bringing up NEWS celebrity career ever since their debut.Hence,Mary will definitely bring NEWS and ARASHI with her if she leaves Johnny jimusho soon.The Johnny siblings was rumoured that they face a lot of argument and divergence during their discussion and meeting regard to Jimusho management pace.Johnny was believed to be skilled in raising their jimusho celebrities in to popularity and Mary is skilled in jimusho management.Even though Johny Jimusho achivement was fruited by their co-operation and effort,but as for now,their relationship become worsen and the prospect of Johnny Jimusho remain unknown.
I read it from here.
http://www.kwongwah.com.my/news/2008/08/25/52.html"

..wiwit! whistle Chapter 6 deshou ne! ^o^

2008-08-22T08:16:00.000-07:00

Chapter 6: Stuck with You

“WWWHHHAAAATTTT?!” Koyama, Yamapi and Jin screamed hysterically in unison. O.O

“Ne… Koyama-senpai, Yamashita-senpai, Akanishi-senpai… Too loud! My eardrum will blow up ne!” Tegoshi whined as he covered his ears with both hands and frowning.

“Yeah! *munch* don’t be so loud ne… *munch* Tesshi’s ears are cute ne… *munch* it’s just a door anyway.” Massu agreed calmly as he munches a stick of gyoza. [God knows where he gets the food again?!]

“Hey! How come you’re always eating?! Even in a situation like this??” Jin confusingly asked. {Where are those foods came from?} Jin wonders.

“HuuuuWWAAHH! *sobs* SHIGGY-CHAN!” Koyama sobs as he keeps on banging the metal door as if it will open up and bring Shige back to him.

“SHIGE! SHIGE! *bang* SHIGGY-CHAN! *bang* *sobs*”

“Kei-chan… Stop that! You’ll get hurt if you continue banging the door! Don’t panic, okay? He’s fine… he’ll be fine, he’s just stuck inside.” Yamapi holds Koyama to calm the other down, but he himself is shaking.

“Hai! He’ll be fine ne, Koyama-senpai… He’s with Nishikido-kun anyways…” Tegoshi bends down to pats Koyama who’s now sitting miserable on the ground. But as Tegoshi mentioned Ryo being with Shige inside the creepy room, he with Yamapi and Jin jumps up with wide eyes.

“OOOOOOOOOOH! MY!”

“You didn’t mean~” Yamapi startled.

“huhuhuhuh… *sobs*” Koyama keep on crying.

“Hai, he’s with Nishikido-kun ne… don’t worry yo...” Massu nods eagerly, cutting Yamapi.

*sobs*

“OH! NO! Kitten will be dead! Wwwoooaahh!” Jin panicked.

*sobs*

“HEY! BAKANISHI! Ryo-chan’s not like that! He won’t kill Kitty!” Yamapi smacked Jin’s head hard.

“Itai! Pi! That hurts!” Jin rubs his aching head.

“If Ryo finds him, he won’t even care about Kitten, he’ll just leave him alone in that dark room… So, let’s just open this damn door! Let’s do it together and save Little Kitten!” Jin said seriously and fist on the air in courage.

“WOW! Akanishi-kun has brains after all ne!” Tegoshi clasps his hands happily, admiring Jin’s bravery.

“WOAH! Right! Right!” Massu agreed, taking out another food from his pocket.

“Of course! I have brains! I’m not that stu~~~”

*POINKS!*

“ITAI!” Jin screamed. A baseball ball from nowhere hit his head hard.

“WHERE THE HELL IS THIS BALL CAME FROM?!” Jin demanded angrily, rubbing his aching head while holding the said ball.

“Obviously, it’s a ball from the baseball field, idiot.” came a mocking voice.

“Yo! Kame-chan!” Yamapi greeted the younger boy with a sweet smile. *konkon*

“OH! GREAT! It’s the TURTLE Kazuya. How wonderful?” Jin rolled his eyes in irritation.

“Yeah, yeah. It’s the great me, isn’t it really wonderful?” Kame smirked at Jin sheepishly.

“Why are you even here? And why is this damn ball of yours here too?” Jin asked, annoyed.

“OW… Jinjin’s mad, isn’t he? Haha.. Obviously, I’m here to pick up that ball of mine and as you can see the baseball field is near in this place. We’re having a good practice and because I’m great and wonderful, I hit the ball hard to smack that damn stupid head of yours.” Kame explained.

“WHAT?! YOU WANT FIGHT?! HUH?!” Jin hissed with gritted teeth, ready to attack Kame but was stopped by Yamapi’s hands.

“Cool down Jin. Kame’s just kidding, right? KAME-chan?” Yamapi said calmly while holding Jin and giving Kame a pleading look.

“SHESH.. yeah, yeah, whatever. Give me my ball so I can leave and won’t see your idiotic face anymore.” Kame demanded irritably.

“GGRR, HERE.” Jin throw the ball harshly. {Stupid brat} Jin whispered, but Kame had heard it clearly.

“I’m not stupid, Stupid.” Kame snapped coolly, “Besides, if I’m stupid. What would you call yourself? Stupidest brainless of all stupid? Is it?” Kame snorted mockingly at Jin.

“YOU!!! Shut the hell up! ARGH~! Pi! Let go of me!!! I want to kill him!” Jin angrily struggle at Yamapi who’s trying his best not to let go of the other or else, there’ll be a world war 3.

“Kame-chan… stop… onegai..?” Yamapi pleaded.

“Okay! Okay!” Kame raised his hands, giving in to Yamapi’s request. “I’ll go ahead… I still have to practice my team for the next baseball match.” Kame turns to leave.

“WOAH! Kakko ii ne… Kamenashi-senpai is so dedicated being a leader ne…” Tegoshi clasps his hands in admiration. *eyes twinkles*

“Yeah. Yeah. I know, it suits me well, I’m not like the OTHER person here who forgot they have practices and leave their teammates just to hang around like an idiot.” Kame said sarcastically as he continues striding away.

“AAAAARRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHH! THAT’S IT! YOU’RE GONNA DIE! YOU DAMN ASS TURTLE!” Jin shouted in gritted teeth, and ran off towards the boy. Kame turned around and saw a very very mad Akanishi Jin, “OW! SHOOT!” Kame ran fast.

*Silence*

“Ne… they’re gone…” Tegoshi pouts.

“Yeah, what should we do now?” Massu asked.

“Wait, hey! Kei-chan! Are you still alive? Stop crying already...” Yamapi sighed. Koyama still on the ground helpless with red puffy eyes.

“But… but… Shige… *sobs*”

“He’s alright ne… Koyama-senpai, don’t worry too much, he’s a smart person ne…” Tegoshi assured as he pats Koyama.

“Hey, wait… Tegoshi-kun, where’s your friend?” Yamapi asked.

“Who?” Tegoshi and Massu stared at Yamapi.

“The one with a funny hair style? Like a lion’s hair?” Yamapi describe, making a weird hands gesture through his hair.

“OW! You mean, Notti?”

“Yeah! That one.”

“He’s… Wait! He’s here a while ago? I think?” Massu turn his head right and left, looking for Kusano who had disappeared unnoticed.

“AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!” *A scream from nowhere*

“I think I’ve heard that voice somewhere ne?” Massu think hard, scratches his head.

“AH! I know! I know! It’s…… HIRO-CHAN!” Tegoshi snapped his fingers.

“Eh?!” Yamapi tilts his head. {This two is really really weird.} He thought.

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[Inside the so-called “Door to Heaven”]

“What should I do now?” Shige asked himself, standing like a statue inside a very creepy dark room. He can’t see anything (and the fact that he has a low vision, which makes things more difficult.) he doesn’t know what to do. He can’t move because he knows he’ll just get himself hurt, there might be some sharp things that scattered around the room; and moreover, he don’t want her mom to freak out because of the injuries he’ll get. He never expected that this will happen to him; this will be his worst day ever and the worst thing that happens to him than the things happened before when he’s still being bullied in school. Being trap inside a creepy room start to makes him uneasy.

*heavy sigh*

“I guess… I have no choice? I should move so I can find a way out here. Before my sickness starts to open out.” Shige said to no one. {Maybe… he’s talking to wagahai? >.<}

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“Argh! Stupid pig! I’m gonna kill him! And those……. ARGH! Those idiots! They’ve closed the door! No brains! Now, I’m stuck here. GGGRRR!” Ryo whispered angrily, kicking a box near him.

“ITAI!” a yelp came from somewhere in the room.

“Oh! Great! I think I’m not the only one stuck here. Argh! And I think I knew that voice. This is just great!” Ryo starts to move to where the yelp came from.

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[Meanwhile somewhere outside]

“AAAAAHHHH! AAHHHHHH! AAAAAHHHHH!!! UNGH! UNGH! MMMPPFFFHH! MPFH~”

“Would you just SHUT UP??” Jin hissed angrily, covering Kame’s mouth with his hand.

“UMPFH! MMMPPHHMP!” Kame waggles his head and body to get free from Jin’s hold.

“OI! OI! I haven’t done anything to you yet! Stop moving or you’re really DEAD!” Jin threatened in gritted teeth. *Evil glare*

Kame stopped his attempt on getting free. He knows he’s really in big trouble now, making a BAKANISHI mad. He didn’t know himself why he had thrown ruthless words towards the other. They despised each other, and Kame has really a grudge towards Jin, but… why did he even bother talking to that BAKA in the first place? Kame asked himself, confusingly.

=The past= à Kame and Jin were the best of friends before.

+Flashback+

“Ne…! Kazu-chan! Let’s play ne…” A very young Jin bouncing in front of a small boy whose attention is absorbed by a magazine.

“…”

“Ne! Kazu! Kazu!” Young Jin whines as he poke the chin of little Kame.

“….”

“HHUUWWAAAHH! *cries* Kazu-chan’s ignoring me! *sobs* Am I not important to Kazu-chan??? Huhuhuh…*sobs*” Young Jin turns his back to little Kame, forming a ball on the floor, hugging himself, head bends down as he sobs quietly. But Kame heard the little sobs and hiccups of young Jin.

“Ne…” *poke*

*hiccup* *sobs*

*poke*

*hiccup* *sobs*

“Gomen ne…” Little Kame hugs young Jin.

“Kazu-chan’s was just amazed about a baseball guy on the magazine ne… Gomen! Gomen!” Kame explained apologetically. Kame hugs Jin tightly and slightly rocking the other to stop him from crying.

“But… you know… *blush* Jinjin’s still the moooooossssssssst important for Kazu ne…” Little Kame continued.

“M-Ma-Maji d-de? *hiccups*” Young Jin lifts his head, stares straight to little Kame’s eyes and noticed how close they are to each other.

“Hai!” Little Kame answered bashfully.

“YEY! Kazu-chan loves Jinjin! YEY!” Young Jin hugs little Kame back tightly and jumps up, bouncing happily while Kame blushes even more.

+End Flash Back+

=The Present=

*SLAP!*

“HEY! WHAT WAS THAT FOR?!” Jin complained angrily, touching his now redden cheek.

“Huh?”

“WHAT THE?! You slapped me! I asked you ‘what was that for?’, and then you replied a simple ‘HUH?’?! Don’t make a joke on me! You Turtle!” Jin glared at Kame.

“What?! I… WHAT?” Kame furrowed his eye brows in confusion.

“Argh! Fine! I’ll explain! Minutes ago, you’re hugging me tight then… BAM! You slapped me! Are you taking DRUGS?!” Jin explains, making a hand gestures exaggeratedly. He takes a big distance from the other with wide suspicious look as he mentioned about Kame taking drugs.

“WHAT???????????!!!!!!!”

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*BOGTCH*

“Itai!” Shige yelped in pain as he tripped again for the 5^th time. Butt on the floor as he rubs his aching knee.

*sigh*

“I’m so careless.”

*sigh*

“I’m so useless.”

*sigh*

“I’m so stupid.”

“Glad you know that.” Came a sarcastic voice. Shige turns his head towards the voice but he can’t see clearly.

“N-nishikido-kun?”

“Yeah. Yeah. It’s me, the only sexy Osaka man.”

{Eh?} Shige tilts his head in question.

“Oh now, you become a mute? Why are you even here? Don’t tell me… you came inside just to help me search for that pig?” Ryo asked sarcastically. He walks towards Shige to see him clearly.

“What if I said yes? Is it a big deal?” Shige snapped. He didn’t know where he got his strength to say it.

“Well, I’ll be impressed if that so, but it seems to me that it’s impossible. You? A fearless guy?” Ryo arched his eye brow in mock.

“Well, I might not look like it but at least I can.” Shige fought back.

“WOAH! I didn’t know you can fight back.” Ryo smirked and Shige saw it though it’s still dark in the room. {Nice.} Ryo thought, he’s impressed.

“*sigh* we better get find a way out here than fighting, right?” Shige gave up and stood up; he knew this bickering won’t help in finding a way out of the creepy dark room.

“Ow… so now you’re giving up already?”

“Just stop it already, Nishikido-ku~”

“Hey! WATCH OUT!” Ryo ran fast towards Shige who tripped again for the 6^thtimes in a row ever since he stepped foot on the dark room.

*BAM!* *BOGTCH!*

“AH! I-itai!” Shige yelped.

“Hey! I should be the one who’s saying that you know… Agh~”

“Eh?” Shige lifts his head and then his eyes widen in shock. He had prepared himself in the fall again. He had thought he will hit the ground again with his butt but he had never thought Ryo of all people would dare to catch him. He stared at Ryo for 5 seconds and then…. *DOKI* *DOKI* *DOKI* *dokidokidokidoki*, he didn’t know why his heart starts to beat faster than usual.

“W-why?” Shige asked timidly.

“Could you just ask question later, I’m kind of not in a good position here? Agh~”

“O-ow! G-gomen!” Shige startled, getting up but unfortunately he had placed his hand on the very slick part of Ryo’s chest and slipped.

And *BAM! {Again}*

*Silence*

{After 5 seconds}

*Wide eyes* O.O ß Shige; Ryo à O.O *Blink* *Blink*

“WHY DID YOU KISSED ME?!” They said in unison.

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“Sorry!”

“S.O.R.R.Y!”

“Hey… I’m sorry!”

“Oi! I didn’t mean to slap you! I’m sorry okay!” Kame apologized for about the 10^th times.

“Hmp.” Jin keeps on pouting, arms crossed at his chest.

“Hey! I already said sorry for many times! But you still ignore me!”

*Bakanishi pouts more*

“Yeah. Yeah. You said sorry but it didn’t come from your heart, it’s just from your butt. Hmp.” Jin turned his back from Kame, still pouting.

*sigh*

{Inhale Exhale… Inhale Exhale… Calm down Kame, just keep your cool. Be patient.} Kame whispered to himself.

“Okay…” Kame starts with a mellow voice. “I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to slap you. I didn’t do it on purpose, it’s just…my hands just moved on their own.” Kame walks towards Jin, then Jin turns to face him.

“Is it okay now?” Kame asked, still using the mellow voice.

“No.” Jin crosses his arms again.

“What?!”

“It just came from your nose. And it’s not enough.” Jin said coolly.

{Argh! I. CAN’T. TAKE. THIS. ANYMORE.} Kame screamed inside his mind.

Kame walks briskly towards Jin and grabs Jin’s collar.

“Will this makes things enough?” Kame whispered seductively, and Jin can smell Kame’s sweet scent.

“Huh? Wha~~”

And followed by…. *silence* O.O

*after 10 seconds*

“W-wha-what w-wa-was t-tha-that?? W-w-why d-d-did y-y-you K-K-KISSED m-m-me??” Jin asked, knees shaking.

---Owari Chapter 6---

A/N: ..wiiiiihh! it's done.. kkkkkkyyyyaaa! hope you like it though.. it's a bit short..hehehe.. think it's short..LOL! baka me..>____< this is inspired of biggy-chan's comments on my previous chapters..and for jadey-chan, rabu-chan and kana-chan who arealways there to support me ne...^o^

...depressed? or is it just the stress?

2008-08-20T09:54:00.000-07:00

...mmmmm... i don't know what to say... I'm really starting to make my life indecisive.. *sigh* argh... I'm i going to have a future? i tried to think positively, but i guess... my insanity is coming back again to hunt me... i have told myself that my life is stupid, worthless, nothing, empty... but no matter i said it over and over again.. i ended up realizing that this life is important.. that i have to treasure and use it for all i can 'coz God gave it to me...

.. i thought things are just going to be in the right place, but as time goes by... it seems i didn't noticed that it's changing slowly in the way i don't want it to be... i felt loneliness surrounds me, i guess I'm just alone in this world... i tried to put my best act of happiness.. but no matter what i do, the mask's always slips off out of my face... i can't control things in my life... i feel like, i'm engulfing myself through a midst of darkness... where i can no longer recover again...

*EH?! LOL! is this really me? or the other part of me??? hhhuuuuuwwwwwwaaa! *scared* this is just a cheesy emotional blog! lol! X3 non of this is me...>.<*

...finally! Chapter 5 of OH! my koroke! title sucks haha! ^o^

2008-08-16T10:21:00.001-07:00

Chapter 5: The Searching

[At the Student Council room]

“You don’t have to run!” Koyama pouts.

“I said no! Kei-chan!” Yamapi opposed, wiggling his head frantically.

“Oh come on! Don’t say that!” Koyama pouts more, with pleading eyes.

“It’s this hot already?” Yamapi sighed, giving in to Koyama’s request. Koyama smiled sweetly at him at shoved a food onto Yamapi’s mouth.

“How is it?” Koyama asked, batting his eyelashes as he waits to the others response.

{GULP}

“I told you not to shove it all in that!” Yamapi scolded as he almost choked.

“You really have to taste it!” Koyama persisted. Koyama shoved another food to Yamapi’s mouth.

{GULP GULP GULP}

When Yamapi gulp down all the food on his mouth, he reached for a bottle of water and drank it quickly.

{GULP}

“Aaaahhh! I thought I was gonna die!”

“So… it doesn’t taste good?” Koyama lowered his head, upset.

“No, no, no… It’s not that Kei-chan!” Yamapi replied at once, wiggling his head and both hands frantically and continued, “You just didn’t have to shoved all that into my mouth at once..”

“Then it’s good?” Koyama lifted his head, his eyes sparkling.

“Of course!” Yamapi nods full-heartedly making thumbs up.

“Then… I’m off to take this to Shiggy-chan!” Koyama stood up cheerfully, picking up his home-made bento and then ran off dramatically.

“EH?!” Yamapi exclaimed. “Am I a poison taster!?” O.O “Eh!? Hey! Kei-chan! Wait! I want to see little kitten too!” Yamapi extend his arms as if trying to reach something dramatically.

“Pi, just finish those damn papers already! I’m hungry!” Ryo glared at him.

“But – but, that’s unfair! Kei-chan can freely go have lunch with my little kitten while I’m here, doing these paperworks! Amp!” *Akira pouts* Yamapi whined like a child.

“It’s your own fault, right? You didn’t finish it last time. You deserved it.” Ryo said mockingly.

“But! Ryo-chan!”

“SHUT UP Pi! Stop whining! Just finish your work! I’M REALLY HUNGRY!” Ryo snapped. But then, he sensed that something’s missing. “Pi, do you know where Buta gone?”

Yamapi who’s still pouting deeply answered, “I don’t know, he’s here a while ago.”

{Where’s that stupid pig gone?} Ryo asked to no one.

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“The teacher’s mean-spirited ne, calling me all of a sudden with such a hard question… I really panicked…” Tegoshi said pouting.

“You say that, but I think you look pretty calm ne, Tesshi… I mean, you still answered correctly the question yo.” Massu smiled at him brightly.

“Well, that was…Shige helped me out…” Tesshi turns to Shige, giving him a warm smile as gratitude.

“Ie, you answered it yourself… I’ve just given you a clue.” Shige waves shyly.

“But still! Thanks to you ne…” Tesshi bounce cheerfully and Massu followed bouncing and said joyfully, “Then, as a gratitude… you have to treat us ne with delicious gyoza!”

“Oi! Massu! Why did he have to treat you? Shige should be the only one he has to treat.” Kusano cut in, forcing himself not to smack the head of his buta friend.

“EH?” Massu eyed them shocked as if he’s not going to eat in a million years. Laughter filled the hallway as they laughed about Massu’s munching habit. Shige let out a loud laughed and that makes his friends turn around and face him with smiles on their faces.

“Finally! You laugh!” Tesshi bounce happily.

“YO! Shige finally laugh ne!” Massu followed.

“Huh?”

“Yeah… it’s your first TRUE laugh since we transferred here.” Kusano explained.

“Huh? What do you mean ‘my first true laugh?’ I’ve laughed a lot ever since I got here and be with you guys.” Shige said, still confused on what are the others talking about not having a true laugh.

“Ne… Shige, not that I’m-so-not-comfortable laugh of yours. I know, you’ve been having a hard time adjusting in this place.” Massu said, putting an arm on Shige’s shoulder.

Shige knew that Massu was right. It’s been a week since he and Kusano transferred on KITAGAWA GAKUEN, but he felt awkwardness in the place. He didn’t know what the exact reason why he’d felt unease, it might be the fact that the school is for all boys school and there’s some weird stuff he can’t figured out. He knew himself that he’s a shy type person not like Kusano who can get along easily with other students. And it’s thanks to his best friend Massu and to his new friend Tesshi that the uneasiness is fading away as the day passed by, Tegomassu power really made him smile.

“Isn’t that a good thing ne? It means you’re finally getting used to this school.” Tesshi smiled at him sweetly.

“That might be true, but… This school is kind a different. I know that this is an all boys school.

But it’s still kind of weird how there’s ONLY guys around.” Shige shivered in the last sentence he said, remembering some incident like seeing some guys walking hand in hand as if they were couple or… so they are?

“Eh? What do you mean only guys?” Massu asked naively.

“Like… teachers here are all guys too…” Shige explained.

“Eh? You don’t know that there are girls here? Ne… Little kitten?” Jin butt in, walking towards Shige then put an arm around Shige’s shoulder.

The three stared at Jin confusingly.

“Oi, get your hands off Shige! You pervert!” Kusano glared at Jin.

“There are? I’ve never met one.” Massu asked, tilted his head in puzzlement.

“Shall I introduce you to some?” Jin turned his head to Shige and winked at him seductively.

“N-no! You don’t have to do that!” Shige stuttered quickly, a shade of red flickers on his cheeks.

“Ne…Kitty…You’re blushing! So cute!” Jin commented and pinched Shige’s cheeks playfully.

Shige ducked his head very low in embarrassment, his face turned redder than a normal tomato.

“Seriously YOU ARE RED!” Massu and Tesshi sing-sang together happily. And that really makes Shige bent his head lower than before in embarrassment.

Seconds later, Jin shocked Shige by hugging the other without warning.

“Hey, Yoko! Be careful. You almost bump into Kitty.” Jin said, Shige’s still on his hold.

A guy who wears big eye glasses, messy hair with a detector in hand appeared in front of them.

“OH! Jin? It’s you.” The guy said uninterested, eyes still on his detector.

“Oi! Bakanishi!” A sexy rude voice came.

“YO! Jin! OW! KITTY’s here!” *akirabounce*

Head turns to the new comers. O.O

“Ryo! Pi! Where have you two been? I’ve been searching for you two ne!” Jin smiled stupidly, still hanging his arms around Shige.

“KITTY! KITTY! KITTY! You’re here! Ureshii ne!” Yamapi bounce happily in front of Shige, and grabbing the boy by the arm away from Jin. (Obviously trying to get Shige away from Jin *akirasmile*)

“Eh?” Shige who startled in the way Yamapi grabbed him blushed.

“OOOOOOI! PI!” Jin frowned, knowing that Yamapi grabbed Shige away from him intentionally.

“Ne! uhm.. Ne! uhm… We’re still here you know…” Massu interrupted while eating lemon bread. {God knows where he gets it in a short time.}

“Hai! Hai! Massu-tan’s right… we’re still here ne… right, Notti-chan?” Tegoshi agreed staring at Massu. *Nods eagerly*

Kusano on the other hand just keep on staring at Yamapi. *Open-mouth*

“Yeah. Yeah. Oi! Pi! Let’s get back to work.” {*Sighed* that geek is the major attention again. Argh!}Ryo starts to get annoyed.

“Ne, Ryo-chan… it’s not a work ne… can I just stay here with Kitty ne? Can I? Can I?” Yamapi begged, tightens his hold to Shige as he whined. *akirapout*

“NO.”

“But~”

*Pi holds tight even more*

{UNGH}Shige groan.

“NO.”

“B~”

“NO BUTS! Or I kill you.” Ryo snapped, he gave Yamapi a deadly glare.

{HMP.}*akirapouts*

“Hey! Ryo… Relax… what work are you talking about?” Jin pats Ryo to calm him down.

“Huhuhu…Oh! That….! Hmp… *akirapout* Buta’s missing…” Yamapi answered. {That stupid pig! He’s so dead! This is his fault that’s why Ryo-chan doesn’t let me stay with Kitty! ~Pi whispered~}

Shige: “Ano…”

“So what if Buta’s missing? Who cares?” Jin asked.

{Baka as always.}Ryo confirmed.

Shige: “A-Ano…”

“Pi, stop whining already. And you, Bakanishi, just come with us to search for that pig.” Ryo gave Yamapi another deadly glare then turns to Jin.

“EH?! Why also me??” Jin whines, starts to move away.

{BRREEP BRREEP} <<- Detector.

“FINALLY! I GOT HIM!” Yoko shouted in success.

*Silence*

All eyes stared at him puzzled.

“A-A-Anooo….” Shige broke the silence. All eyes turned to him.

“Y-Yamashita-kun, C-could y-you.. C-could y-you…~~ C-can’t b-breath.” Shige said as he tried to breath.

“OH! Gomen ne! Kitty! Hihihi..” Yamapi let go of Shige but still, he rests his arms around Shige’s shoulder.

{Argh! Damn Pi!} Jin growled in his thoughts.

“Yoko?! What was that all about??? Are you mad?!” Jin asked stupidly towards Yoko’s sudden outburst. [Obviously, Jin’s mad but he aimed at Yoko to release his anger.]

“No, I’m not! Baka! I’ve got Buta’s spot!” Yoko explained wearing a big weird smile, trying to get a hold of himself not to smack Jin’s head.

“Ow…is that so? Hehehe..” Jin scuffs his head stupidly.

“Good. Let’s get going. That’s stupid pig. I’m gonna kill him.” Ryo said, getting irritated because Jin’s stupidity and the long chit-chat.

“Ne… How about us?” Tegoshi and Massu asked naively in unison, Kusano still dumbfounded.

“OW! Why don’t we let them come along with us! So our searching won’t be soooo boring~ ne..*konkon*” Yamapi sing-song as he bounces in front of Ryo, clasping Ryo’s hand and begging.

“Yeah! Yeah! As long as Little Kitten’s with us, it sure will be more interesting!” Jin agreed. *Bakanishi pervert smirk* X3

“Hey, why always Shige?” came a voice. *frown*

“Ow!” Jin hopped in surprise, tilted his head and asked idiotically, “You’re here?”

“Finally you speak, thought you’re a mute.” Ryo raised an eye brow as he stared at Kusano mockingly.

“I’m not mute. And yes, I’m here stupid.” Kusano retorted.

“OW~ wohow… Kusano-kun’s here… how come I didn’t notice you ne? *kon*” Yamapi asked over politely. However, Kusano felt his heart was ripped into pieces.

“A-A-Ano~~” Kusano starts to explained, but Ryo interrupted, “Hey, stop this dramatic scenery already. If you all want to come along then just go with it! This is just making non sense.” {SSHESH! Bakas} Ryo sighed.

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*sob*

“Huhuhuhu…”

*sob*

“Huhuhuhu…”

“Ano… Koyama-kun?”

Koyama lifts his head to see a little boy bending down to him with a concern look on his eyes.

“Ow…Daiki-kun! *sobs* Huhuhu..” Koyama holds the hem of the shirt of Arioka, who’s eyes looks like a girl’s eyes that shows a nice and kind heart.

“Koyama-kun, what’s wrong ne? Is something happened?” Arioka asked cutely, concern written on his face. He’s not used to see his senpai being so down.

“Oh! No.. no… no… nothing happened… it’s just that..*sobs* I can’t find my Shiggy-chan.” Koyama tried to hold his sob but failed.

“ow…. Gomen, I don’t know who’s Shiggy-chan ne, Koyama-kun.” Arioka crooked his head down, feeling guilty not to know how to help his senpai.

“Ow! Ow! Daiki-kun! Don’t be sad ne… It’s okay, I’ll describe him to you ne…” Koyama smiled as he remember Shige’s face. [*Mood changing*]

“He’s a cute guy, obviously! Of course..ahihihi.. *giggles* he wears big geeky eyeglasses but he’s still cute! *giggles* he looks like a kitten! *giggles* he’s my loving neighbor *giggles*” Koyama flips his hands on the air as he continue to describe happily about Shige. While the little boy, Arioka turned his attention on the group on front of him. Looking intently to the boys passing by, a boy caught his eyes.

{Blah..Blahh..Blahhhh..}

“Ano…Koyama-kun, is this Shiggy-chan of yours always holding a thick book and have a cat kit chain on his bag?” Arioka asked politely, still gazing at the boy who had passed them by.

“OW! Yeah! Yeah! He’s soo smart ne! *giggles*” Koyama hugs himself exaggeratedly, thinking it’s Shige he’s hugging.

“OH! Then! I’m right! Koyama-kun! There he is ne!” Arioka pointed his finger towards to the back of a boy who’s already far away from them.

“EH?!” Koyama followed the direction of Arioka’s finger and was dumbfounded. *Mouth-open* ~o~

“SSSSSHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGYYYYYY-CCCCCHHHHHHAAAAAANN!” Koyama ran right away, with arms flying exaggeratedly.

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“Eh? Why would Buta be inside that creepy room?” Yamapi asked, shivering as he takes a good look to a door which is full of “Don’t enter”, “No students allowed”, “If you go inside, you’ll die”, and more non sense threats. But in the center of the door, there written “Door to Heaven”.

“YEAH! YEAH! Creepy! Can we go back now? Let’s go Little Kitten.” Jin shudders; he tries to take Shige’s wrist but was stopped by Ryo.

“Don’t be so coward now, Jin.” Ryo glared at him.

“I’m not coward! I’m just…. Little Kitten’s not safe here. That’s all.” Jin stuttered.

“OW! Come on.” Ryo smirked at Jin, Jin shivered.

“Hokey guys, just open the door already. I’m hungry!” Yoko complained.

“YEAH! I’m hungry too ne… let’s eat together ne…” Massu agreed, a super big smile crept into his face.

“Hai! Hai! Massu-tan! Then let’s go to a ramen shop after this ne… I have to show you the new recipe of Aiba-san!” Tegoshi bounce cheerfully with Massu in hand.

“Stop jumping around, Tego Massu…” Kusano pleaded, blushed as Yamapi glance at him.

“Hey, Jin let’s just open this door.”

“Alright. Alright.”

Yamapi and Jin tried to open the door but they failed.

“Argh! It’s locked! Let’s just forget it.” Jin sighed, giving up already.

“It’s not locked. I think it’s just too heavy to open.” Yamapi tilts his head, thinking.

“Of course, it’s heavy. The door was made in metal.” Ryo said matter-of-factly smacking Yamapi’s head.

“It doesn’t look like heavy ne…” Massu walked towards the door, he reached the doorknob and pulled it with his left hand. And… BAM! It opens.

“See? It’s not heavy at all.” Massu turned his head and smiled sweetly to the others who are dumbfounded.

“WOAH! Massu-tan’s soooo strong ne! *giggles*” Tegoshi bounce even more in front of Massu, poking Massu’s muscles.

*Bright smile* <<- Massu.

“Well done, Masuda-kun. I’ll go first to check inside.” Ryo said coolly.

“GO! Ryo!” Jin cheered.

“GO! Ryo-chan!” Yamapi cheered.

“Don’t be so happy, you idiots.” Ryo stared back at them, giving a last dealy glare before darkness covered him.

“Ne, is it safe that we let Nishikido-kun go alone with himself?” Shige asked.

“OW! Don’t worry about him! He can do it! He’s short but, he’s brave!” Jin said assuring as he put an arm around Shige.

“OI! BAKANISHI! I CAN STILL HEAR YOU!” voice came from inside the dark room.

“eeeeeehh? Hehehe.. gomen Ryo-chan.” Jin scuffed his head stupidly.

“SSSSSHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGYYYYYYYY----CCCCHHHHHHHHHAAAAANNNNNN!” {came a voice from nowhere.}

“Wha-What’s that???” Jin jumped.

“SSSSSHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGYYYYYYY--------CCCCCHHHAAAAAANNN!”

“I think I knew that voice.” Yamapi smirked.

*pants pants* Koyama came in.

“Koyama-kun? You alright?” Shige asked worriedly.

*pants pants* “I-I’m o-okay… hihihi.. f-finally f-found y-you..” Koyama said still panting.

“WOOOOAAAAAHH! Kei-chan senpai’s here!!!” Tegoshi screamed in delight with open arms as he noticed Koyama. Accidentally, he hit Shige with his wide arms and Shige who was shocked was push inside the dark room. Then, Massu joins Tegoshi bouncing happily to greet Koyama…. And BAM! *TTCCCHHUUGGSSS!* {door closed}

*Silence*

“Ne, the door closed again…” Tegoshi said naively, not noticing whose missing.

“OH! Yeah…! Wait, I’ll go open it!” Massu tried to open the door.

“aaaagggghh! I can’t open it anymore. Amp.” Massu frowned in disappointment.

“HEY! WAIT! WHERE’S SHIGE?!” Koyama, Yamapi and Jin asked loudly in unison.

“Huh? He’s right….” Tegoshi tilts his head, “here?”

“OH! Well, I think he went with Nishikido-kun…” Tegoshi straighten up and smiled gleefully.

“Yeah! Isn’t it a member ai ne? Koyama-kun?” Massu agreed, smiled brightly with Tegoshi.

“WHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTT?!”

~Owari Chapter 5~

A/N: wwwooooaaaaahh! finally made this chapter ne..hihihhiih.. thanks to Jadey-chan's encouragement! haha! love yah! ^o^ ccchhuu*hugs* this chapter is kinda stupid.. hehehe... but hope you like it ne... especially jadey-chan, rabu-chan, and kana-chan! thanks for the strength you gave me ne... X3

...Chapter 4! OH! my koroke!

2008-08-14T04:11:00.000-07:00

Chapter 4: Friends

~RYO! THANKS!

*Heavy sighed*

“Aaarrgghh! What’s wrong with me?!” Ryo smack his head for the n^th time. It’s already 3:45 am, only 3 hours and 15 minutes left before school starts and still he can’t get himself sleep.

“Why is that voice keep playing on my head?! Tch! That geek!”

Ryo covered his head with two big pillows. He tried to sway his mind, “Sleep Ryo! Sleep! Sleep!” But still, no effect. He already tried counting numerous sheeps, cows and even pigs; he also tried to make anything helpful idea but it always ends up hearing Shige’s voice. Thirty minutes past but nothing happened, because of irritation, Ryo get out of bed angrily. He headed towards their kitchen, he grab out a bottle of water from the refrigerator and settled himself on a chair. He’s still confused of what’s happening to him, he didn’t know why Shige’s voice kept playing on his head.

“Why did he call me ‘RYO’??? We’re not that close or anything! He’s my kouhai… and I’m his senpai! He should call me with respect!” Ryo muttered to himself with anger. He’s still in deep thoughts when the kitchen door opens.

“Ryo?”

Ryo lifted his head.

“You got up early. Are you hungry, dear?” Ryo’s mom smiled as she headed towards the refrigerator to prepare food for breakfast. Ryo just keep silent.

“Are you going to school earlier? You’ve been pretty busy ne…don’t forget to rest a bit.” Ryo’s mom continued to talk but she noticed that her son is being highly unresponsive, she asked worriedly, “Ryo, dear? What’s wrong?” She eyed her son closely and become aware of the big eye bags of her son. “Are you not getting a good sleep?” Ryo returned to his senses when he felt his mom’s hands on his shoulder.

“Ahh… I’m fine okaa-san. Don’t worry about me.” Ryo got up from his seat, tried to give a small awkward smile to his mom and left.

“Huh?” Ryo’s mom tilts her head and said in confusion, “That’s weird, he looks like ...” She giggles in that thought and said to herself, “Oh! Well! That’s good for him...”

[At KITAGAWA High]

“OHAYO!”

“aaggh!” Shige stumbled back onto the ground.

“Hey! Koyama! Will you stop that?! You always jump in front of us!” Kusano helps Shige to stand up, annoyed.

“Ah! GOMEN! GOMEN!” Koyama runs towards Shige with worried face.

“Ah… it’s ok, Koyama-kun. I’m fine.” Shige said as he put his eye glasses properly.

“What do you want this time? Hhmm?” Kusano asked irritated. It’s their second day at their new school, so far, it’s been very distasteful for him and their official class will begin soon.

“Ah! Of course! I want to give this to you two!” Koyama fished out two pieces of paper from his bag and gave it to Shige and Kusano and explain, “That’s your class schedules, and it’ll make easier for you two.” Koyama give a big smile that reached his ears. XD

“ah… soka, but~~ Wait!” Kusano glance at Shige schedule paper and turn to Koyama with suspicious looks and ask, “Why is that? Mine is computerized copy while Shige’s were handwritten with hearts and he has also a map???”

“Ah… anoo…” Koyama blushes and turns around like a girl holding his hands and making funny movements.

“OHAYO! LITTLE KITTEN!”

Shige turn around to see who greeted him, and a heavy sighed left his mouth, {Oh man, this will be a loooooong confusing day.} XI

Yamapi bounce in front of them, still waving and smiling at Shige vigorously. Kusano, in the other corner, dumbfounded as he stared at Yamapi, again his heart beating too fast and too loud.

“Hey! Pi! Wait up!” Jin ran towards Yamapi but stumbled back when he saw Shige. He buries himself at the back of Yamapi because of wariness; he still remembers that he punched Kusano by mistake.

Shige who noticed Jin’s action felt guilty for the reason that he’d hit him the other night. He walked towards Jin; he bowed and said, “Anooo… gomen ne for hitting you last night. I was just~~”

“Eh? Oh! It’s nothing! I should be the one who apologies to you ‘coz of my stupidness.” Jin who blushed as he waves his hand, he was really amused that Shige was the one who apologized.

“Yeah. He’s an idiot after all.” Yamapi interrupted, patting Jin in the shoulder.

“Hey! WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?!”

“Yeah! Yeah! Jin is stupid.” Koyama agreed.

“HEY!” Jin glared at Koyama.

Kusano who’s still staring at Yamapi nudges Shige and whispered, “S-Shige, we’ll be late.”

Shige turned to Kusano and said as he remembered that the class will be starting soon. “Ah! Souka!”, he turned to face his three senpais, he was about to talked when…

“OI! Ryo-chan! OHAYO!” Yamapi greeted Ryo who’d just entered the school gate.

“Oh. Ohayo.” Ryo greeted back blankly. But then, when he noticed that Shige is in the midst of his friends he walked passed at them hurriedly leaving the five boys in confusion especially Shige.

“Eh?” O.O

“Oh! Hey! Ryo-chan! Chotto matte!” Yamapi is about to run but stop and said, “Ah! Little kitten! I’m going first now…Good luck for your first day of class!” Yamapi winked at Shige then ran off.

“Eh? They leave me?!” Jin exclaimed.

“You’re really an idiot, Bakanishi.” A familiar voice came, and that person hit Jin’s head with a heavy bat as he passed by. Shige, Koyama and Kusano turned to face a slim boy with a calm but remarkable face along with pouty lips.

{He looks like a girl.} Shige thought as he looks intently at the boy.

“ARGH! What was that for?! KAME???” Jin yelled as he touches his damage head.

“Ne…Kame-chan, don’t be so rude to Jin.” Koyama smiled sweetly.

“Oh! Forget it!” Jin glared at Kame and said angrily, “I’ll go now; the turtle is attacking the land again.” But before Jin leave, he walked towards Shige. “I haven’t introduced myself to you properly. Akanishi Jin desu.” Jin bowed shyly. Shige gave him a timid smile and that made Jin blushed. “A-ah! S-see you later!” Jin stuttered as he turn and walk fast.

The boy called Kame stares at Jin’s back as he whispered, “Turtle? Me? And why did he blush all of a sudden?” He turns to gaze at Shige in puzzlement, still wondering why Jin acts like that towards the new boy.

“Ah, by the way… I’m Kamenashi Kazuya, 2^nd year.” Kame bowed as he introduced himself to Shige and Kusano.

“Hai! And he’s the youngest baseball captain we have in our school history!” Koyama butt in exaggeratedly. Kame gave a big kind smile, he turn to Koyama and bowed as a sign of appreciation.

“AAAAAAAAHHHH! Shige! We’re gonna be late!” Kusano yelped.

Shige was shocked as he stares at his watch.

“EH!? Anoo… Koyama-senpai! We’re going now! Kamenashi-san! Kato Shigeaki desu! Yoroshiku!” Shige bowed swiftly at Kame and waved goodbye to Koyama, then he drag Kusano quickly and ran off.

“OH! Shiggy-chan! Why did you leave me?” Koyama stretches his arms dramatically as if trying to search out for Shige.

“Ano? Senpai, do you like that boy?” Kame asked naively.

“Hai! Hai!” Koyama turn to Kame and nods exaggeratedly.

“So… Senpai, you’re a homosexual?” Kame said openly.

“EH?!” Koyama was shocked. O.O

“Oh, well. Senpai, I have to go now.” Kame waved goodbye at the thunderstruck Koyama.

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Meanwhile… in the Student Council.

“OI! Ryo-chan!” Yamapi whined for the n^th time in that morning.

“mm?”

“For the N^thtime! What’s wrong with you?! You look pale and you also have big blacky eye bags! Are you sick or something?? Did something happen?? Did someone do something bad to you?? Answer me! I’m so worried hell here, you know!?” Yamapi grasps Ryo’s shoulder and shakes him hysterically.

“Oh. Pi, for N^thtime, I’m fine. Stop whining. I’m just tired and I haven’t slept for the whole night. Just shut up and let me sleep for a while, okay?” Ryo shoved Yamapi’s hands on his shoulder.

Yamapi gave out a sighed of relief.

“Okay, but you know… if you sleep… we’ll be late on our English class, and you know how cruel Inagaki-sensei~~”

“OH! SHOOT! Why didn’t you tell me earlier?! Let’s go!” Ryo smacked Yamapi on the head; he abruptly stood up then dragged Yamapi out of the room and ran off.

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*pant* *pant* *pant*

“Huff...Finally, we’re here at the faculty. This school sure is BIG ne, Shige…” Kusano crooked to his knees to catch his breathe.

“U-uhm.” Shige nods still panting.

{Door slides open}

“Oh! You two must be the new students, right?” Asked by a man who smiled kindly, had a handsome face, messy hair style wearing presentable outfit yet he still looks creepy at same time because of his weird aura?

Shige noticed that the man holds a book and thought, {He must be a teacher.}

“Hai, Kato Shigeaki desu.”

“Kusano Hironori desu.”

Shige and Kusano bowed politely.

“Ah! Nagase Tomoya desu, 1-A homeroom teacher.” Nagase smiled widely.

{Ah, so he’s my homeroom teacher…} Shige thought.

“OI! Tacchan! Your new student is here too! Hurry up, will yah?” Nagase called out.

{Though, he doesn’t act like a teacher.} Shige tilted his head in confusion.

“Anoo… are we late, Sensei?” Kusano asked.

“Ah! No no! You two are just in time.” Nagase answered.

“I’m here!” Came a manly voice.

“Ah! Finally! Oh, this is Yamaguchi Tatsuya, 1-B homeroom teacher. Kusano-kun here is your new son, Tacchan.” Nagase laughed then winked at Yamaguchi at the last sentence he’d said.

Shige and Kusano stared at them confused.

“Stop calling me that when we’re here in school, will yah?” Yamaguchi hissed as he nudged Nagase on the arm. He turned to face the two boys and said, “Hai, I’ll be your homeroom teacher, Kusano-kun. And you must be Kato-kun? You’ll be Nagase-sensei’s student. Now, now. Let’s head to our rooms, Nagase or Mary-san spot as here and have a new punishment again for being late in our class.”

“HOKEY! Let’s go kids!” Nagase said cheerfully as he put his arms into Shige and Kusano’s shoulder.

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“Wait here, okay? When I call you, come inside, okay?” Nagase instructed.

Shige just nods, he’s knees are starting to shake, he really is nervous. He had been like that since he was young. He’s not used to face so many pairs of eyes staring at him. He knew he’s lack of self-confidence, the only people who can give him courage to be confident enough were Kusano and Massu, but now, he’s alone.

“Daijobu desu ka?” Nagase asked worriedly when he noticed that Shige looks pale.

“H-hai.”

“Oh! Don’t be so nervous… all of my students won’t eat you, soon they’ll be your friends… you’re not alone, okay? I’m here.” Nagase gave him a overwhelming smile and that somehow made Shige ease a bit.

“Arigatou, Nagase sensei.” Shige bowed politely and flashed a big smile.

Nagase smiled back, then he headed inside the room.

After 2 minutes, Shige is now facing the whole class.

“Okay class! Here’s your new classmate!” Nagase started.

“Anoo… K-kato S-shigeaki desu.” Shige stuttered and bowed deeply.

Silence.

“Ahm! SHIGE! SHIGE!” Came a bouncy familiar voice.

All the students turn to the boy who’d just called Shige, Shige lifted his head and was shocked to see…

“Massu?” O.O

Massu smiles and waves at him cheerfully while holding his gyoza.

“Oh! You knew each other, Kato-kun?” Nagase asked.

“Hai!” Shige turn to his sensei and nods.

“OH! That’s great! Okay class! Take good care of your new classmate, okay?”

“HAI! NAGASE-sensei!” the class answered cheerfully in unison.

“Okay, Shige, go sit next to Masuda-kun, there’s a vacant seat.” Nagase pats him on the shoulder and smiled.

“Oh! And Masuda-kun! Stop eating already, it’s lesson time now.” Nagase throw a glance in the direction of still eating Massu.

Shige walks towards his seat, he’s really glad knowing that Massu is his classmate. Now, he can really be at ease.

“Massu, why didn’t you tell me that you’re going to be my classmate?” Shige asked when he took a seat beside Massu.

“Hehehe, you didn’t ask me ne… ” Massu smiled at him while hiding his last gyoza.

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When lunch break came, Shige and Massu headed for cafeteria.

“WHOAH! SO MANY FOODS ne! Shige!” Massu bounces happily in front of the counter where expensive delicious foods are being properly served.

“mm.. But Massu, you have a bento, right? Why bother buying some food?” Shige asked, glancing at Massu’s bento.

“More food is much better ne, Shige!” Massu beam at him happily.

“Hahaha! You never changed a bit ne, Massu! You always love foods…” Shige agreed, beaming back at his bouncy friend.

“OF COURSE! FOOD is MY LIFE ne!” Massu bounces once more. Shige just laughed.

When they already picked their food for lunch, they settled in a table near at the big glass window.

“SHIGE! MASSU!”

Shige and Massu turned around to see Kusano who waves at them energetically.

“Ne! Notti! You’re just in time ne! Let’s eat! I’m hungry!” Massu touched his stomach to show that he’s really hungry.

“Hai! Coming!” Kusano laughed and ran towards them with his bento and grabbing an arm of a boy behind him.

“Ah! By the way, I want you to meet my new friend and classmate!” Kusano started when they reached Massu and Shige’s table.

“This is Tegoshi Yuya!” Kusano introduced the shy boy beside him.

“And this two are Masuda Takahisa and Shigeaki Kato, they’re my bestfriends and Shige is my cousin.” Kusano continued happily.

Massu tilted his head and asked, still staring at shy Tegoshi fascinated, “A-are y-you a g-girl?”

Kusano laughed, Shige stared at Massu then turns to Tegoshi who lowered his head in wariness, flashes a pinky shade on his cheeks.

“Massu! Hahaha! He’s not a girl!” Kusano said who’s holding his stomach, trying to stop himself from laughing out loud. Most of the students in the cafeteria glare at them.

“Kusano! Keep it down! Will you?” Shige nudges Kusano’s arms, while glancing at the students apologetically.

“EH?! HE? HE? H-he’s a boy?” Massu exclaimed shocked, pointing a finger to Tegoshi. Then again, they receive another heavy glares from the people inside the cafeteria. Shige almost smack himself in frustration, he looks at the petite slim boy with blonde hair and with an angelic girly face who’s named Tegoshi. {He really looks like a girl.} Shige thought.

“Massu,” Kusano calmly starts, now trying not to laugh. “He is a boy. Why would a girl be in this school?”

“Because this is a school?” Massu answered naively.

“Yeah, we all know that. But this school is not just a SCHOOL, this is an exclusive school for BOYS!” Kusano exclaimed, he can’t believe that Massu forgot that fact about their school.

“Ah! Souka! Souka! I remember! Demou… He really looks like a girl ne… so cute.” Massu beamed at Tegoshi, now fully awake. Tegoshi blushes more but at least now, he felt at ease a bit.

Massu then turn to his forgotten foods and said cheerfully, “Now, now, now! Tesshi ne, have a seat! And let’s eat! I’m really hungry ne!”

{Sshhessh, he should be the one knew about this school ‘coz he first got here.}Kusano mumbled to himself as he wiggle his head and smile stupidly to no one. Shige just smile at his cousin’s mumbling.

“UMAI!” Massu raised his hands in the air with his chopstick.

“Hai! Hai! Oishii ne! Massu-tan! This gyoza is sssssooooooooo delicious ne! My oba-chan told me that gyoza came from a beautiful planet ne!” Tegoshi agreed as he nods energetically.

“WHOAH! That planet must be FULL OF GYOZA! Let’s go there!” Massu turns to Tegoshi, bouncing happily.

Kusano and Shige just laughed at the cute scenery. {Thought he’s a shy boy but I think I misread him, *smile* A new friend.} Shige thought.

A/N: hahaha... XD tegomassu power is in this chapter! haha! X3 hope you like it ne.... ^o^

...doki doki....

my amazing and breathetaking dream!

nyah! my chizukeyk!!!

i want to kill someone.

i'm cchhhooo lazy! >_<

...la~la~la~ YUYA-chan! ^o^V

...keeping it inside.

...a life changing drama...

...nya! chapter 8! douzo! ^o^

..otanjoubi omedetou JADEY-chan!!! my first imoto! cchuuu! *hugs*

..ryo-chan sang paraiso!.. ^o^

...nnyyaa! Happy Betday! haha! Chapter 7... Douzo!

..NewS - Happy birthday lyrics! kkyyaaa! douzo! ^o^

...mmm.. just want to freak around! >____<

..haha! nothing interesting to do..haha! >.<

..wwiiiihh! i'm really happy ne! HONTOU NI ARIGATOU! jadey-chan! ^o^

..hihihi.. don't have anything to do..soo, just want to share this.. >_<

..OH! my! GOD! my dear kat-tun and my love news are going to split up?!

..wiwit! *whistle* Chapter 6 deshou ne! ^o^

...depressed? or is it just the stress?

...finally! Chapter 5 of OH! my koroke! *title sucks* haha! ^o^

...Chapter 4! *OH! my koroke!*

..otanjoubi omedetou JADEY-chan!!! my first imoto! cchuuu! hugs

..wiwit! whistle Chapter 6 deshou ne! ^o^

...finally! Chapter 5 of OH! my koroke! title sucks haha! ^o^

...Chapter 4! OH! my koroke!