my amazing and breathetaking dream!

...i really want to tell everyone about my dream but well... i can't just blurt it out! lol! it's bit unexpected to me too.. so if i would dare tell someone.. he/she might think i'm just too addicted to him.. well, I AM! lol! who's not going to get addicted to Akanishi Jin? lol! hokey! enough of this! ahahaha! i'm just happy though... even in my dreams, he's suddenly appears! lol! ^_____________^ URESHII yo ne!



about my day.... mmmmmmmm.. it started with my happy dream sooo it ended happy too.. it's kind of tiring because i'm back to school again but hey! it's fun! i chatted with my engineering classmates and friends! X3~~~ though, i haven't have time to talk much with my old friends, i miss them but i don't know if they miss me too.. oh! well! enough of those negative auras again! lol!



for this year 2009... i'll try my best to be more positive as ever! as in! in the smallest thing, i'll think positive! lol! ^^ they said that aquarius is lucky this year soo i'll believe on it! lol! XD hai! YOSHA! i'm welcoming 2009 with all my heart, with JEs! with my beloved JINJIN and with the people all around the world! ^o^


YATTA! YOROSHIKU ONEGAISHIMASU! 2009-san! ^__________________________^Y

nyah! my chizukeyk!!!

...nyah! here it is~ maaaa~ i love rabu-chan! she gave me this wonderful gift! and waaah! it's the best i've got this christmas except for the gift i gave to myself! lmao!!! XD~~~

waaaahh!! starbucks! lmao!!!

waaahh! isn't it yummy!!! nyaaah! 1 cheese cake is missing! lol! well, i gave it to my big brother 'coz it's his birthday yesterday! ssoooooooo being such a good little sister.. i let him ate it..ahaha! XD~~~

wiiiiiiiiihhh! i'm going to eat it today soooo i took a pictures of it to remember RABU-chan's special gift!!! i really love it!!! HONTOU NI ARIGATOU RABU-CHAN!!!! **hugs** chhhhhuu! your my special friend ne!! remember i'm here for you!!! ^______________^

i want to kill someone.

.I really want to kill someone, if looks can kill i will kill him to death! chop his head off! and his arms! argh! if it's crime to kill someone using my imagination, i'm sure i'll be in jail now. argh! i hate it! i hate myself trying to be nice to someone i'm mad at. BAKAMITAI! KUSO! i really hate myself! *sigh* but what can i do? i guess i really can't hurt someone no matter how i hate him. scratch that! i hate what he just did. not totally him. *sigh* ARGH. and now, i should just forget about it. but how??? h.e.l.l.o?? it's not simple just to forget! i'm not good in forgetting something bad. but well, i'll try my best. i guess it's my fault too? but hey!!! i didn't know everything and the things that happened??? how am i suppose to be not mad about it? *sigh* i think this is enough. i should just forget about it then? i just want to burst out this madness out of my mind so i can think straight or else, i will kill someone. *laughs* as if i can really kill someone?


Note: this is just my madness so ignore it! *laughs* i'm just too mad about something.. ahaha! but tell you, this is not abbout a relationship! this involves the stupid computer!