...meme... Nishikato pair!

...meme... Nishikato pair!
.."LOVE is RABU!"

Monday, October 20, 2008

...a life changing drama...

...it's been a while ne since i posted a blog again..hihihi.. i've been really busy with stuffs lately, even though our semestral break is on, hehehe... i'm really busy with things that my dad said "worthless" but for me it's important... i guess? i'm just too addicted,nyaha! XD~~~ anyways! i've been very addicted to make banners! hihihi.. i have reorganized again my livejournal, and i made banners for my online friend in there named... biggy-chan ^_____^ hopefully! it's kinda good! and nice! hihihi.. *beam* really want to practice my photoshop skills! hope i can get better with it though..haha! XD

here's some of the banners i made... for biggy-chan! for her fics..^o^


before...
after... with tatchan and tacchon!

and here's mine! hihihi.. my my headers or can call banners too! lmao!

this is my current header..hihihi.. in this blog..^^
LOVE it! AKAME!

nya! and this is my banner for my fanfic! demou..
i'm planning to make another one which includes AKAME!

this is my first made header for my lj..^_^

this is my current header in livejournal..ayiie! lmao!
LOOVE it!

Kato Shigeaki header for my lj! hihihi..
demou.. i don't know when will i use this..haha! XD
it just came to mind that i want to make a header of shige!
kakko ii ne! ^____^

nya! its' ryo-chan! XD~~~
i really can't take my eyes off him right at this very moment! lmao!
i think i'm falling for him! haha! EH?! OH NOO!
jinjin will get mad! haha! *giggles*

hihiih.. nyyaa! i'm planning to make headers of pi-chan, yuya-chan, kei-chan and massu!
i'm still picking some pictures..wiiiiih! i'm just inspired to make ryo-chan and shige's header! haha! XD~~~ aren't i being biased again?! haha! OH! DAMN! jinjin! GOMEN! *hides*

..hihihi.. here's my latest header in my multiply! finally! i change it! hahaha! it's been what?
i can't remember when was the last time i updated my multiply! haha! XD

Here it is.. i'm done showing my works.. haha! i'm being distructed again! i'm suppose to tell the drama that kind of change my view in life..ahihihi.. ^____^

The drama is or i mean! a JDORAMA! yes! it's a japanese drama! haha! XD it is entitled "1 litre of tears" Ryo-chan is in it! yes! the sexy osaka man! Nishikido Ryo is in the drama!

It is not only just a drama, IT IS a real-life struggles of Aya, a 15 year old girl who suffered from an incurable disease, but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. This said disease is known as "Spinocerebellar degeneration Disease"
- a terrible disease where the cerebellum of the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat though it does not affect the mind.

At first, i'm not really interested to the drama because i'm soooo into RYO-chan! 'coz... DUH! he's a damn SEXY HOT GUY! and he's soo cute! hahaha! XD~~~ *giggles* demou... as i watch it.. i can't stop crying whenever the girl cries! especially when Ryo-chan cries! i always said, "DAMMIT! TISSUE! TISSUE!" haha! i can't really control myself on crying.. it's just the typical me! nyahaha! i really pitied the girl on the story, imagine! she's good in basketball! she's nice to everyone...have a very nice characteristic that anyone can admire and a perfect daughter to her parents... then suddenly, she got this cruel disease. If i'm in her situation, i might just give up or maybe if others have it, they might kill themselves. But really! this Aya in the drama really inspire me! she have a very very optimistic personality that you can only see on few people. She fights for her life and still looks forward. She keeps on living with a smile on her face.

Ever since, before she found out about her disease, she already writes to her diary. And that diary is the only thing that was left for her. She keeps on writing about the things that happens to her in or out of the hospital. She never really gave up. Her diary really inspires other person.. especially the ones with the same disease like her.

i have read some of her writings on her diary... the drama only shows important part of her diary.. but all in all... every words that she writes really can enlighten your mood even though she have that disease.

nnnyyyyaaaa! i'm being tooooooooooo emotional now! UNGH! XD anyways! back to Ryo-chan again! haha! i think i'm falling for him! haha! nyahaah! vim (my best friend) will kill me! haha! and also jinjin! my so-called-husband! haha! ^_________^

oh! well! i just can't stop talking about 1 litre of tears 'coz it's really a very beautiful drama! demou.... i can't still move on..haha! RYO-CHHHHHAAAAAAANN! *scream* hehehe..

nya! thi is too long now... i better stop or....... kkyyyaa! *drools over ryo-chan* hehehe..
ja ne!

"Forget about the past. If you keep looking back, you won't be able to move forward. Walk three steps forward, then two steps back.Life is~"
~from Aya's Diary.
and of course! my favorite quote of the day...

“Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing."

Mood: Hungry
Music: Code - Nishikido Ryo